Far from the best photo but still one of my favorite moments from today.
Feeling lots of blahs today. Trying to shake it off but not so successful so far. I’m hoping it will go away. I really dislike unproductive weekends.
Hope you’re having a good Saturday.
Here’s another one of the little boy who’s starting to resist having his photo taken. But I cannot have enough of those eyes.
I am still in class today and enjoying it quite a bit. Expect some posts to come out of my class but only after I sit down and can collect my thoughts. I am looking forward to the weekend quite a bit. Not much else to say right now. Just trying to keep myself from dozing off…
David doesn’t have a fever anymore but he still has a running nose and his lips are chapped and he has a tiny dot on his nose that he’s been scratching (hence the band-aid). The lips are why he’s making that funny face. He’s still so cute if you ask me.
Today’s a long day. I will be in class all day, so Jake’s going to have to pickup David. Let’s see if I can stay awake all day and manage to sit in the chair without too much pain.
I spent hours last night working on an upcoming creative therapy catalyst. I painted and cut and glued and I was so happy. It’s been a while since I’ve felt that surge of joy that comes from doing something artistic so it was really fun. I love making the tags each week so I decided I wanted to see if I can transfer that joy to the catalysts too. Last night, it worked. We’ll see if I can do it again.
Happy Thursday.
How about something different today? For reasons I am not sure of, lava lamps are a part of Google culture so we have them in many buildings and in almost all the lobbies. Here are the four sitting in the lobby of my building. I had never seen a lava lamp until I came to the US for college and I instantly fell in love. Not sure why honestly but I always wanted one. I am happy to say that I now have one on my desk. And a purple one!
Today has started out well so far. No breakdowns at school, no weird conversations, all quiet. I will be in class tomorrow and Friday so I have a bit of a busy day but otherwise all is well. I had fun last night with interesting people and got to celebrate my friend’s birthday. Though it was 9:30 as I was driving home and I was really really tired, which is kind of sad that I can’t stay up past 9pm anymore.
I also worked on my eighth tag last night and will post it in a second.
So is it better to share tulip photos too often or David ones? I can never get enough of either so it’s a dilemma. Let me know if you have a preference.
My weird days are continuing…after yesterday’s odd incidence at school, today David decided to have a full-on melt-down which he’s never ever had in four years. It was so odd that the teachers didn’t know what to do. I am not sure where it came from but I am hoping it was a one-time incident. It also meant I was 15 minutes late to my morning meeting but otherwise things have been pretty quiet. Well, except the fact that I woke up at 4am and couldn’t go back to sleep and I am going out tonight so we’ll see how I survive the night out. Baby’s still kicking like crazy and I love feeling it especially when he or she is obviously doing cartwheels inside. Here’s one of David from this morning where he’s sneaking a smile:
I spent a little bit of time helping a friend today with some coding problem and once I figured out the problem, it was one of those “i can’t believe someone would write code this bad” cases which made me laugh so hard that I had to call Jake up to share. I love that we can share things like that and we understand each others’ jobs well enough.
Less than a month for my class at BPS to start. I am really really excited about it and can’t wait. A post coming with more details in a minute.
Today was pajama day at David’s school. Hence the Hulk pajamas under his jacket. He’s finally feeling back to his own self and I am so thankful. Everyone feeling better is exactly how I like it.
Mondays are my craziest days and today was no exception so I am happy that it’s finally over. This week will go fast but will also be full cause I am going out tomorrow and I have a class Thursday and Friday that goes late into the evening. This will mean that I will feel wiped by the end of the week. I just need to take some time tomorrow and get organized for the week and then things should go smoothly.
Still thinking a lot about relationships and friends and how much work things are. I am still hearing sad stories from friends and strangers and it’s making me wonder about how hard it is to stay together, to keep the communication going, to make sure to check in with each other and not let things rot. Because letting it deterirorate is a from of giving up. It’s sneaky cause it doesn’t feel like you gave up since it wasn’t a conscious action but in the end it achieves the same result. Especially sad to see a family with kids falling apart. Happening a bit too often lately.
Anyhow, on to happier things….Happy Monday!
Jake started teaching David how to play chess. David paid a lot more attention than either of us imagined. It’s really fun for me to watch them play. They’ve spent a lot of time playing together this weekend and it’s been joy for me to watch it. Here they are planying with a fancy lego set:
Another quiet day here with me sleeping in and then Jake taking a nap. I had coffee (well hot chocolate for me) with my friend Mike today. One of my favorite people from college and yet we see each other too rarely. I’ve noticed that I’m not as good at keeping in touch as I’d like to be. There are some people I wish I still had in my life or others that I wish I saw more consistently but I am not organized enough. Maybe I need to establish a better routine around this.
A few more things I would like to get done this weekend before I am ready to face the week but overall I feel peaceful, relaxed and rested. We’re about to go out for some yummy dinner and spend some family time. Something I always cherish.
Happy Sunday.
David asked me to take a photo of his toys. These are from a pirate set we received on his birthday. The skeleton on the end glows in the dark and makes David very happy.
Relatively quiet day here. Jake and David kindly let me sleep in which was wonderful. When I woke up Jake took a nap and then when he woke up, I took another nap and then it was David’s turn so the house was pretty quiet all day long. I didn’t get as much done as I would have liked but I did manage to finish one big item on my list which is the first step to a big dream I have so I feel pretty good about that.
I’ve decided to change the titles of these posts, so that they are by date so this way I don’t have to count what day I’m on and it’s also easier to see if I miss a day.
Today was my doctor’s appointment and we got to hear the baby’s heartbeat while David perused the toys in the magazines at the office and asked me if I can buy him each of the toys there. All is well with the baby and supposedly the contractions are perfectly normal so I am not worrying about a thing. That’s that.
I was worried that lately I haven’t been eating that healthy so I decided to have some soup last night and the baby was like “Are you kidding me?” so the soup didn’t even get to sit in my tummy for more than 6 minutes. So much for being healthy. Won’t try that one again. And here’s to those who say nausea goes away after the first trimester. I am almost 8 months now and even with the medication, I still hugged the toilet last night, thank you very much.
Anyhow, on to nicer things. The rain has finally subsided in beautiful Palo Alto so we can see some sunshine now. David’s temperature has also finally stayed 98.6 for almost 24 hours now. Things are finally looking up. Hope you’re having a happy Friday.
Part of me feels bad for having so many tulip photos but then these make me happy and right now I’ll take anything that puts a smile on my face. Admit it, aren’t tulips amazing?
David’s still got a fever and I am just trying to stay calm and assume that it shall pass. I have just made my peace with the fact that this week is lost to taking care of each other. He woke up at 3:30am last night and wouldn’t go back down without me so I haven’t slept much in the last week and my very pregnant body is not liking that. But the baby is kicking away and I am loving it. My checkup is tomorrow so I’ll get to hear the beautiful heartbeat too which I am very much looking forward to.
This weekend will be resting and rejuvanating for all of us. I think we all need some of that. I shall leave you with another glimpse at the tulips.
David was feeling better last night but since he has to be well for 24 hours before he goes to school, Jake stayed home with him today and I went to work and it was a long long day with back to back meetings. And then David’s fever spiked again to over 103 so I took him to the doctor again and still no infections anywhere so we’re back to square one with Motrin and hoping it gets better. My turn to be home tomorrow.
On the way home from the doctor’s I got several Braxton Hicks contractions. Really strong ones. I didn’t realize they come so soon. Still got the heartburn, too so it’s been party-central here…Off to lie down and relax now.
Oh, and, Happy happy happy happy birthday my friend Cole, Alcor, Nicholas, Jack. Hope you had a marvelous one!
Jake brought this little bamboo piece home months ago and it’s been sitting in a glass in shallow water for months, living. To me, this is a miracle. I have the brownest thumb I know; I kill all plants. Even the ones hard to kill. But this little one has been living for a long time, quietly and persistantly.
David’s still sick. 102. I wish I knew what was wrong. Actually, I wish he’d get better so I can stop worrying altogether. While we’re at that, I also wish my heartburn would go away. I’m not a fan of it. I think five days in a row of both of us being alone and a little or a lot sick is finally getting to me, so I am feeling a bit restless today. Not to mention the 303 emails in my inbox that need attention….
Here’s a snap of the little boy from this morning. Sick but still as cute as ever.
I know I’ve been whining a lot lately and thank you for putting up with me. While I’m not at the best physical shape, I’m actually doing quite well emotionally and psychologically. I feel calm and peaceful. I love feeling the baby kick and while I’m not experiencing the huge excitement some mothers seem to have when expecting, I know this is not alarming. I never did have it with David either and I was worried then but I am not now. If I love this baby half as much as I love David, he or she will be much loved. And I know I am going to love her or him at least as much so I am not worried.
And just so you don’t think you’re leaving without a tulip shot:
Have a wonderful Tuesday.
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