Daily Photos – March 29 2009



Just in case you thought the presents from yesterday weren’t enough, Yona also brought David two “small surprises” for each day she’s here. These include workbooks, stickers, and many other fun things that would each be considered presents that are not small in my house. So David is just being spoiled over and over again.

Here he lines up all of his new action men and his new car has the ability to propel a dog out of it, so he uses that trick to knock them all down. You’d be amazed at how many times he patiently lined them up just so he can do this.



We spent most of yesterday and today looking at houses. We drove all around our neihborhood and a few adjacent ones to show my sister the houses we had found so we could get her opinion. The rest of the time we played, rested and just enjoyed each other’s company. Having my sister here means we get a fully cooked meal each night. I cannot tell you the difference it makes. Watching how quickly she does it all, makes me feel maybe I could do it, too.


Catalyst 55 – Unbounded Love



This week’s catalyst is: Tell us about a time you felt unconditional love for someone or something.

My words:

I must say my first experience with true, deep, unconditional love was my husband but then my son was born and the power of loving someone that small, someone whom I carried inside me for nine months and someone who is so much a part of me is indescribable. I will forever love him and my love for him will always be unbounded.


Daily Photos – March 28 2009



And finally she’s here!! My sister, Yona, whom I haven’t seen in person since July of 2006. I cannot believe how long it’s been and how much I have missed her.

Yona knew that this trip would be all about relaxing and not doing very much since I am so very pregnant and need more rest than anything else, so she didn’t really bring much to wear, yet, she still came with a huge luggage. When I asked her what was in it, she told me they were toys for David. And she wasn’t kidding. Here’s the photo of the luggage before David attacked it.



I don’t think she’ll ever be able to come again without bringing this many toys. It’s a good thing she has twins who are six years ahead of David.



So while I was excited about having my sister visit, I think David might be even more so now that he knows what it means to have her here.

Daily Photos – March 27 2009



OK, it’s been a few hectic days and it’s 5:35 AM on Tuesday and I absolutely cannot sleep so I figure what better time to catch up. These particular tulips never bloomed. Very rare, in my experience, but I loved them anyway, who doesn’t love purple tulips after all.

My last day before I go on maternity has been uneventful. I tried my best to tie all the loose ends as best I could and they gave me a congratulations cake (and yes I should have taken a photo of it) and a little onesie and a hat for the little one. It was so sweet and kind and generous. It will be odd not to go to work for the next few months but I do know that I will have my hands full very soon.



My sister is coming tonight so I am extremely excited and there will be several posts coming about her.

52 Questions and Techniques – Tag 12



This week’s question was "what are you grateful for right now?"



I read this question at a moment I was feeling truly grateful for everything. The last few months have had their ups and downs but at this particular moment, I am so thankful for life. For my wonderful husband and amazing son. For this life growing inside me. Even for my job and the great people I work with. For spring finally coming back. For the beauty of nature. For getting to teach this class I am teaching. For getting to read books, watch TV, and in general do things I love to do. So I wanted my tag to just focus on how wonderful my life is in general and how very thankful and grateful I am for that.



I wanted to do something vintagy last week so I guess that stuck with me. I was inspired by two amazing people and my art cannot do justice to either. One is art like this by the amazing Rebecca Sower. The other is this beautiful white on white piece by Vivian Bonder. I fell in love with the white on white and have been meaning to do some art that only has tones of white for a long long time. Both of these women are incredibly inspiring and amazing. Besides a lot of lace, I used some machine stitching and that’s really about it.






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I am combining Emily Falconbridge’s art journal questions with trying a new technique each week. You can see the full list: here

Daily Photos – March 26 2009



David spent his afternoon making these balloons. He’s quite talented and loved posing with them. When I asked him what he wanted to do next. He said “let’s do some art.” so I said ok, what kind of art. He said “I want to scrapbook.” Heh. I didn’t even know he knew the word. We took out some of my spare papers and stickers and punches and had a blast.



Quieter than usual day today. Thankfully. I’ve been really really exhausted lately. I don’t sleep at all at night anymore so I really need a nap or two during the day. Tomorrow is my last day before I go on maternity. It will be so odd not to check my mail obsessively and to not have meetings all day, etc. Then again, within a few weeks, I will be spending all my waking moments with the little one so I am sure I will have my hands full.



I finally did tag number twelve today and it was a lot of fun. I am really glad I am doing this project. It has been one of the most fun things I’ve done this year so far.

Daily Photos – March 25 2009



These flowers are right outside our house and they smell so very yummy. The bees love them too. I am just glad spring is finally here and the flowers are blooming again and there’s color everywhere. It’s amazing how much happier sunshine makes me.



Last night was a rough night. Even though I went to bed at 7pm, I kept waking up and then at 1am, I just couldn’t go back to sleep so I had to get up and read a little and then try to go back to bed and it was all just crazy. Not to mention all the nightmares I’ve been having. I know the next few weeks will only be harder but I am also seeing the light at the end of the tunnel since I am due exactly one month from today so I am telling myself to hang in there.

Daily Photos – March 24 2009



I love him. I love him madly. I just do.



Days are passing quickly but hectically. I am still really busy at work and am using most of the rest of my spare time to take care of David, keep up with my BPS class, and rest. I am getting more and more tired and more and more heartburn. Lovely.



Only three more days until my sister is coming and I cannot wait. Miss her so much. As it gets closer I just miss her more and more.

Journaling Roadblocks and Telling Stories Deeply

As I mentioned earlier, Big Picture Scrapbooking is giving a spot in my class today. If you haven’t gone over to add your name, here’s where you can do that. I’ve been reading through the comments and wanted to address some of the journaling roadblocks that people have put in the comments.



I went through the list and made some major categories that most of the people’s comments fall into. I wanted to address them in two ways. One, to tell you whether we tackle this in the class directly or not and two to give you a few words of my thoughts on this so you can see what direction I would lead you in, in the class, so you can assess whether taking the class would be helpful to you. So here we go, in no particular order and paraphrased in my own words:

  1. I am embarrased to journal. Worried it will come off mushy, sappy, false, fake, pretentious.

    I talk about this a little at the beginning of the class and address it throughout the lessons here and there. My point of view on this is that if you’re writing authetically (being true to who you are) then none of the above concerns matter. If you’re authentic, you won’t be false, fake, or pretentious. Those are all inauthetic states of being, where we’re trying to be something else than we are and this workshop is just the opposite. As for mushy and sappy. those often depend on the person reading your words and everyone’s ideas of mushy are vastly different from each other. We talk a lot about whose opinion matters and what you should have in mind when you write your words in the pre-class work and in week one. My hope is that by then this will be less of a concern for you.

  2. I don’t have enough space on my page for my journaling. I have too many photos and not always enough room for journaling.


    Oh yes! This is a pet peeve of mine and we address this one right away. This workshop is as much about changing the way you look at journaling and changing your process of scrapping as it is about the words itself, so I promise you won’t say this after the workshop.
  3. I want more depth and creativity in my journaling.

    This is the very core of my workshop. Each week I tackle another main area of what it means to journal deeply. How to make your writing more relatable, more authentic, more personal, more *you*. I also bring in writing principles that help liven your writing and breathe more air into it.

  4. i write too much or I write too little. I get caught up in the details.

    Honestly, this isn’t something I handle directly. I address the space issue mentioned above and by using the new process, this might end up being less of a concern. But I do talk about the main elements of what makes an authentic story (in my opinion of course) and theoretically by the end of class you’ll have a good sense of what needs to stay in and what can be left out to make your story complete and authentic so you should more easily be able to judge what’s too much or too little and what you can leave out or what’s still missing.

  5. My journaling is too personal.

    We talk about this in the pre-class work, too. We also address some of the deeper/harder journaling stories during our last week. I talk about why it’s important to still put the words on paper, even if we have to find creative ways to not make it visible. I respect that your journaling might be too personal but it’s still worth your writing it down.

  6. I can’t find the right words. I don’t know where to start.

    We talk about this in the pre-class handouts, too. But I’ll tell you a secret: there’s no magic here. I will not be able to move my wand and make it easier for you to start. You start like everyone does: you put pen to paper and just do it. We talk more about techniques and creative styles that might help you get started but in the end you just sit down and do it. I didn’t want you to sign up and think I have some magic trick under my belt, that I don’t.

  7. I am a perfectionist. What if i am not good enough?

    I don’t talk about this in the lessons but we will address it in the message boards cause I a lot of people have mentioned this in the class as well. Here’s one thing you should know: the purpose of this workshop is to make your journaling more authentic, deeper, and more true to who you are. None of us are perfect. Life would be so boring if we were. So I think being perfect or aiming to be perfect is the wrong goal. We should aim to have our pages be a true reflection of who we are. Not write so people on a message board can give us kudos, but write so we feel we expressed ourselves authentically on the pages we create. This is just my opinion and you are, of course, welcome to disagree, but it’s something I feel strongly about so I wanted to make sure you knew.

  8. I am not a writer. I have no stories to tell.

    We do talk about this in the preclass handout and a lot on the message boards as well. I’ll be very upfront: we are all writers and we all have stories to tell. I promise. I swear you are. By the end of the workshop, you should have no doubts about that.

One thing I’ve told the students in the workshop and would like all of you to know is that I am fully commmitted to everyone getting exactly what they want out of this class. Journaling is my passion and I want to make sure that if I don’t happen to address something that’s in your mind, something that’s holding it up for you, something that’s stresssing you, that you can always post on the message boards and ask me or email me directly. I’m committed to everyone walking away with exactly what they wanted and more.



I hope these answer some questions you might have. I posted more about specifically what you get each week and general logistics: here. As always, if you have any questions, don’t hesitate to ask.



I hope I see you in my workshop.

Daily Photos – March 23 2009



Yesterday I was at Costco and bought David a little present. It’s a Wii game that involves Spongebob. I thought it would be easy and fun and it turns out it’s really hard so it’s been mostly Jake and I playing and David watching. Tho he’s still happy we have it.



My last Monday at work before I leave for maternity. Work’s quite hectic of course but it’s all last minute stuff so I am trying to do my very best and leave things in as good a state as I possibly can.



I’ve been meaning to write this one down. The other day, David and I were driving to school and he always asks me when he’ll be six or seven or fifteen etc and I say “in one year” or “in five years” etc. Then he asked me when he will be twenty. I said “in sixteen years.” He said that he wanted to be twenty and I said I didn’t want him to be twenty, so he asked why. I told him that when he’s twenty, he wouldn’t be home with Mommy and Daddy anymore. He’d be away at school and sleeping there and we’d miss him so much. He thought about this for a while, and then said:


Ok, I don’t want to be twenty. I want to be SIX!



I laughed and laughed. I love my boy and I know that one day the prospect of not living with Mom and Dad will be so appealing but I am so happy that, right now, it’s not.

Want to Win a Spot in my Class?

BPS is giving a free spot in my class. Even if you’ve signed up, they will refund your money so go try your chances.



Only three more days to sign up. I hope I see you there.

Daily Photos – March 22 2009



Hadn’t had a black and white one for a while.



Another simple day with a few chores done but nothing substantial done. We played Wii for a while, watched some TV and mostly relaxed. Oh and we started doing the taxes. Still a long way to go. And still no art done. Oh well. Some weekends are just like that.



I hope yours was more productive than mine.