That Was Then, This is Now

I am catching up to all the “Freedom” prompts so you will see three in a
row. Here’s the one from Monday: Share an old photo of yourself and
a current photo of yourself with your blog readers. Tell them a little
something that has changed and a little that has stayed the same.

Here’s the first photo that came to my mind. One from a long time
ago:

And One from May of this year:

Let’s talk about what’s changed:
Hair Color. Hair Length. Weight (Free food is great but not for your
weight.) New York vs Palo Alto. Goldman vs Google. Coding vs Not So
Much. Single vs Married. Not a Mom vs a Mom. Back then I didn’t have a
fancy camera and wasn’t nearly as into photography as an art. I hadn’t
begun scrapping. I was writing novels. I had never gone camping. I
didn’t really know how to drive. Creative Therapy.

Let’s talk about what hasn’t changed:
Working. Trying to balance it all out. Trying to figure things out.
Taking photos. Reading. Blogging. Jake. Many of my friends. Pursuit of
Happiness and Peace.

Photo of the Day – Day 198



I just wanted to remember this plant. It’s become my “layout plant”
since I take photos of all my layouts while they lean on the plant.

Daily David – Day 198



David’s been going to school all day every day for the summer and during
the designated nap time, he just plays. So today when we came home, as
he was eating a snack on his chair, he started snoring. I didn’t have
the heart to wake him up. When he woke up 40 minutes later, he started
wailing. I am guessing it’s a headache. Poor boy.

Photo of the Day – Day 197



Daily David – Day 197



Playing in the backyard together.

Photo of the Day – Day 196



Daily David – Day 196



Just a sweet photo.

Catalyst 18 – In Our House



This is my art for catalyst
Eighteen
at creative therapy, which is: What’s your favorite place
in your house, and why?

When I first thought of this catalyst, I was going to make it about our
living room. It’s the room where I scrap, where David plays, and where
the TV is. For me, that makes it the best room. Then I thought I might
do it about the garden. I’ve never lived in a house that had a garden,
so I think it’s so special and I thought it would be worthy of the
catalyst. Then I realized that the thing I love the most is that we live
in a house.

I grew up in a big city where there are no houses, only apartment
buildings. So living in a house, having my own backyard, my own little
space on the street, my own driveway: it all makes me so happy. It’s
something I always wanted as a kid. And it’s something I love. I don’t
even care that I don’t own it or that it’s falling apart a bit. I love
living in it. I love my house. My yard. My driveway. All of it.

Soak It In

Friday’s Freedom prompt: How do you prefer the pace of life? Do you
wish things would speed up or slow down? Illustrate with something
that has been on your mind or on your calendar or share your
preference between working slowly or quickly on a crafting
project.

This one is interesting to me because I’ve been thinking about it a lot
lately. When I decided to move to San Diego from New York, everyone told
me I’d hate it. They said the ultra-type-A me would go insane with the
relaxed Southern California pace. Honestly, I was a bit worried, too.

There were many reasons why I missed NYC when I was in San Diego but the
pace wasn’t one of them. I loved being relaxed. I love walking on the
beach and taking my time to let the nature soak in. When we moved to
Palo Alto and I went back to the crazy busy life style, I missed San
Diego immediately. I still do.

Yet when I scrap or paint, I still have the fast pace. It’s like I must
finish. I can’t imagine how some people leave stuff to simmer overnight.
I could never ever imagine doing that. I think this attitude hurts my
art. Doesn’t give me time to slow down and think things through. As I
told myself at the beginning of this year: it’s not about the end goal;
it’s about the journey.

Since life is all about the journey, why not savor each moment?

Always so Sweet



This one was for Stacy’s class at Big Picture Scrapbooking. The
assignment was to do a layout in 30 minutes. It took me forever to pick
the background paper somehow but the layout too really 26 minutes.

Freedom – Travel



My second layout for Shimelle’s class. Very similar to the time one,
meant to work together, sort of. Here are the words:

Out of all the places we went and the trips we took, there’s one that
stands above all. Even above our honeymoon in the Seychelles, which was
truly magical.

This trip wasn’t to an exotic island. It wasn’t even out of the country.
This trip didn’t require a plane. All it took was a car, a tent, two
sleeping bags, and a whole bunch of maps.

In the summer of 2003, Jake and I spent several months driving across
the country. We visited around thirty states. We camped. We read books
out loud. We listened to books on tape. We saw a lunar eclipse. We took
photos. We got in a car accident. We saw the most amazing natural beauty.

We ate some of the best food we’ve ever had. We spent every single
minute of every day together, most of it in a car. We laughed. We
argued. We were awed by nature. We saw deer, bison, eagles, and prairie
dogs.

We didn’t spend time worrying about the future. We were in the moment
and we had fun. We had no plans. We climbed the sand dunes. We went into
caves. We figured it out as we went along.

When I look back upon those months, I am filled with joy. I am so glad
that we made those memories. I am so glad that we felt that carefree and
we spent that time together. It taught me that travel doesn’t have to be
stressful or planned out. That we can be spontaneous and have the best
time of our lives. All we need is a car and each other.

Freedom – Time



This is my first layout for Shimelle’s My Freedom class. I decided to
make mine all about journaling and photos. The core of why I scrap. Here
is the journaling:

Time to laugh.
Time to hold hands.
Time to appreciate each other and enjoy each other’s company.
Time to care about the little fleeting moments.

Time to take it all in. To observe and appreciate.
Time to walk together. Talk together. Time to love. Time to let yourself
be loved. Time to love yourself.
Time to give more than you take. To give without expectation. To give
for the joy of giving.
Time to share.

Time to reconnect.
Time to forgive.
Time to learn.
Time to relax. To rest. To recover.
Time to hug. Tight.

Time to have coffee and crackers.
Time to read. To write.
Time to create. Draw. Paint. Capture. Experiment. Try.
Time to let go of perfection.
Time to be carefree. To let go of fear and pressure.

Time to be audacious. Empowered.
Time to look forward.
Time to do more of what you love and less of what you don’t. Time to not
commit to things you don’t really want.
Time to figure out what you want. Dream big. Dream fun.
Time to soar.

Time to be happy.
Time to make the most of today. Time to pay attention. Time to spend
time wisely.
Time to notice the beauty.
Time to smell the flowers.