Weekly Gratitude – My Blog

Journaling Reads:
I started my blog in August of 2000. This summer, it will be ten years since I wrote my first few words.

Ten years.

In that time, I’ve had periods where I wrote several times a day and periods where I barely wrote at all. For a while it was all about my thoughts, then it was only photography, and then about my kids. Scrapbooking. Reading. Basically, whatever my current obsession was, my blog became about that. And today, I blog at least twice a day. I keep a daily journal of my life, of my thoughts, of my gratitude.

And one of the things I am most grateful for is the blog itself. It’s a record of my life. My passions. My thoughts. My pains and joys. The cities I’ve lived in, the chances I took, the struggles I had. I love going back through the years and reading random entries. I love reliving those moments.

Each time I feel tired and not in the mood to write my blog, I remind myself how much I love having it and I sit and write.

Weekly Gratitude – The Journey

Quite amazingly, we’re about halfway through the year. When I look back upon this year, I remember so many little things and yet most of the year is a blur. I take a lot of photos everyday but I can’t remember if a photo was taken this year or last. The days, the weeks, the months all seem to merge.

I think that’s partly because so many of us lead such busy lives. We’re always on the go go go. And we’re also always thinking one step ahead (assuming we’re not lost in the past.) Worrying about tomorrow’s assignments, next week’s deadlines, and sometimes even about things that are far into the future. If we’re not focusing on the future by dreading it, we focus on it with anticipation. Counting the days until the next vacation. Waiting for the moment the kids are in bed. Looking forward to date night. I could go on and on.

The future has a strong effect on us. It also has a way of stopping us from focusing on the most important thing we have: now.

This very moment.

I’m a planner so I know all about planning for the future. The near and the far. Looking forward, dreading, anticipating, etc. I do them all. But one of the things I’ve been working on more this year is mindfulness. Being more in the moment. This moment. I guess this is something I’ve wanted to work on for a while because my word for 2008 was journey. As in, “life is the journey, not the destination.” Destinations are great. I daresay they are necessary.

But the journey is the key.

Focusing only on the destination will mean missing millions of opportunities for fulfillment, joy, growth, and most importantly, gratitude. I’ve spent a lot of time this year, looking at my moments, feeling grateful for the journey of everyday. Don’t get me wrong, I love the destinations, too. I am grateful when we finally reach a milestone or accomplish something we’ve been working towards. But I am also trying to focus on the moments in between. The paths that lead us there. The churn of the ordinary moments.

Those are the pathways and the journey is life. Being grateful for the journey, leads to being grateful for life. So I invite all of you to spend a little more time focusing on the journey and being grateful for its paths.



The following is cross-posted from the Weekly Gratitude Blog. I will post there every Tuesday and decided to post those posts here, too. For those of you who read both blogs, I apologize in advance. Some weeks the content might be different and other weeks, exactly the same.

Your Giant Amazing Gift to Me

This is layout number 4 with the June AMM Kit.

Journaling Reads:
David there are many days when your crazy antics drive me crazy. When I wish you would smile instead of making silly faces but then I remember it’s all because you’re such a happy child and that is the best gift you ever gave me cause I wasn’t and I worried you wouldn’t be either. But you are and I love that so much and I’ll put up with everything cause I get to have that.

Details:

You May Not Have His Blue Eyes but You Have your Magical Smile

Yes, I know long long long title. But the title is also the journaling…isn’t it?

A Million Memories June kit layout #3.

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52 Things – Do a Layout a Day for a Month

Here’s this week’s item:

58. Do a Layout a Day for a Month.

As opposed to many others on the list, this project started very spontaneously. I was reading the A Million Memories message boards and suddenly something prompted me to post that I was doing a layout a day project and would anyone care to join me. It was April 29. There was one more day before the new month was to start and I had zero planning. Normally, when I start a project, I tend to think about it a lot in advance. I make sure I am ready for the undertaking and I write down notes, etc. etc. This is usually my process because I am a big believer in keeping my commitments. Even silly ones that I made to myself. But it wasn’t the case with this one. It came to me out of nowhere and I remember thinking I wasn’t likely to actually go through with this one. I told myself I would take it one day at a time and see how long I could keep it up. Secretly, though, I thought I wouldn’t last more than a week.

Once I decided I was doing this, I did a few things to prepare:

1. I went through my drawers and picked out items that I’d bought recently or a long time ago that I’d meant to use but hadn’t. Papers and embellishments.
2. I went through my daily photos from the last few months and picked a bunch that told stories I knew I wanted to capture and pulled them all into a directory on my computer. I opened up a few and created different sized photos just to have more variety. I then printed about ten days’ worth of photos.
3. I went through several of the galleries I like to look at and saved layouts that spoke to me. It might be just a small detail or the entire layout.
4. I also made a small list of techniques I’d like to try. (the list was: chipboard, paint, tattered angels mists, spray paint(?), stitching, drawing, stamps) all of these were things I had at hand.

that’s all I did in advance.

Come day one, I just got up, picked one of my photos and picked a layout that inspired me and created something that was similar in my own way. Here’s the inspiration and may layout for day one:

The one on the left is by Maggie Holmes and as you can see, I copied the design pretty much straight on. I told myself that I wasn’t going to worry about having to come up with my own designs and the goal here was to scrap memories and use product I loved. Since this wasn’t for the design team, it was ok if the designs weren’t unique to me. So for the first few days I just picked layouts I loved and created my own versions of them.

But even as early as day one, some patterns started to emerge:

1. I discovered that I loved using colorful and long titles. Something I hadn’t really done before.
2. I remembered how much I loved using cardstock for my background.
3. I fell in love with color. Bold, bright, happy colors.

After a day or two of lifting, I did start liking to do my own thing so I’d do layouts my own way until I found myself stuck on uninspired at which point, I’d go back to my folder of inspiration.

About halfway through, I realized that I now had a completely different scrapping style. I am not sure how it evolved but I do know that getting up and scrapping every single day allowed me the freedom to explore new ideas and slowly find my own way.

Around day twenty or so, I made this list of things I loved and regularly used on my pages:
1. border, heart, and butterfly punches
2. bright colors
3. long titles with different stickers
4. hand journaling
5. paint or stitching
6. white cardstock backgrounds

One of the things I missed was journaling more and I knew I didn’t have enough time to write long computer-journaling and print and align like I usually did so I wanted an easier and more practical solution. I had a few journaling stamps but each came with a set of complications I didn’t like. I wanted something subtle and easy to manipulate. Just a few lines for me to be able to write straight.

Then I found this stamp:

and while the lines were perfect, I didn’t want that border on all my pages. Since it’s acrylic, I just carefully cut out the inside and mounted it on my clear mount and now I had six lines to stamp on my pages. If you look at my pages, you’ll see these little clusters of journaling all over. That’s thanks to this stamp.

Here’s a closeup:

So now I had my journaling solution, too and I was unstoppable. The most amazing thing that happened in this month is that I finally fell into my own scrappy style. And the reason I know this is because I can now sit and scrap pretty easily. It still takes me a while to put a page together but that’ cause I take too long initially picking papers etc. Once I have my little stash, things fall into place pretty quickly and naturally. And I love my pages most of the time and they feel like me.

I think 31 days of getting up and sitting down to scrap can have a profound effect in your scrapping. (at a minimum you get to scrap 31 memories, who can be sad about that?) Here they all are on my living room floor:

So, now that I’ve done this, here are a few pointers for those of you who might be interested in doing it, too.

1. Put together a stash. my stash came in very handy and I rarely went looking for other things.
2. Get all your photos and stories ready. And print the photos out and cut them.
3. Make an inspiration folder or pick a bunch of sketches to get you started. Have enough for the whole month so you don’t have to stress that you’ll run out.
4. Pick a time of day and do it then every day. I did mine first thing in the morning. I would nurse my son and then get to work.
5. Try to have a deadline by which to be done. I told myself I’d like to have my layout finished, photographed and posted by 8:30 am. Most days I did stick to it. I think first thing in the morning works better than at night. Even though I am a night person and I get more uninterrupted time at night, there was something magical about accomplishing something big and fun and artsy in the very beginning of your day that infused the rest of the day with more joy.
6. Post your layouts and tell people you’re doing LOAD. The encouragement and kind comments I got at on my blog, at AMM, 2peas, and Facebook kept me going. It was wonderful to hear all of them and gave me the strength to get up and scrap on the days I didn’t feel like it.
7. Don’t let yourself whine and don’t wait for inspiration. Just get up and sit at your desk and put the photos on the paper. You’ll be amazed at how quickly it comes together.
8. Decide quickly and just go with it. I often just glued a few things down and then built my layout around them. I could easily change my mind 100 times so it was best to just make one decision and then one more and then just go with it.
9. If you find that you’d like and could use some encouragement and help, try doing it with Lain. She runs layout a day several times a year (I think February, May and September) and many people who’ve done it love it. She emails you, there’s a Flickr group etc. etc. and the small amount of money you have to pay may help encourage you to see it all the way through.

And so here we are. 31 layouts:

I did immediately put them in albums once I was done photographing all of them.

This was a great exercise with profound benefits to me. I am really really glad I did it and I cannot recommend it enough. And in case you think I am sick of scrapbooking, I have since made one minibook and two layouts and I have at least 20 more I am planning to do this month. This project didn’t burn me out; it actually helped me fall in love with scrapbooking all over again.

ETA: I also wanted to add that I didn’t do more than one layout on any day. I didn’t queue them up, I didn’t catch up. (With the exception of one single day where I was gone all day so I did my layout the night before.) I liked the idea of doing one and having more to do for the next day. The idea wasn’t to get 31 layouts done but to do one every single day. If you do this project and fall behind, my personal recommendation would be to just pick up the next day and start again and not try to catch up. Just my 2 cents.

Today Tomorrow and Forever He will Look up to You

This is done with the beautiful A Million Memories June Kit.

I had this photo of Nathaniel looking up to David while he hugged him and I wanted to scrap about how being a big brother means having the little one look up to you forever.

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I Know the Feeling My Son

As per schedule, I dug right into my A Million Memories June Kit and created this layout today.

When I saw this picture of Nathaniel trying to sneak a peek at what the older boy was doing, it reminded me of my days as a little sister, looking up to my sister. So I wrote about how I know how it feels to look up to your older sibling and to want to be like him. And I said how soon enough he’ll be able to do those things, too and how lucky he is cause his brother loves him so much.

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Weekly Gratitude – Video Chat

The theme for June is routine.

Journaling Reads:
My family lives very far away. And I’ve only traveled back home one time since my five-year-old son was born. Even though my parents try to visit me once or twice a year, I see my sister and nephews even more rarely than that. I always worried that my kids would never get to be close to my family.

All that was before video chat became so readily available. Now, everyday when I come back from picking up my son from school, we all sit at the table and chat with my mom and dad while we eat our lunch. We talk about our day, we make funny faces, we laugh. It’s like they are sitting right next to us.

I cannot tell you the joy those few moments give me. My one-year-old son is already so used to it that as I click to dial them, he already starts smiling and shrieks with joy when my mom’s face appears on the screen. This is the most I’ve talked to them since I moved to the United States. Actually it might be the most I’ve talked to them since l was a little girl. Video chats with my family are a daily routine in our house and I am really really grateful for this technology.

June Projects – Cross Stitched Hearts

This project was inspired by this tutorial. I had found and saved it months ago so today I just sat and worked on it while I woke up.

I picked the two I liked the most. Here’s one:

and both:

I then tried to machine-stitch the two together but it didn’t work so I ripped the seam and hand-stitched them together.

they didn’t line up perfectly so it’s not perfect but I like it stuffed.

and here it is hanging on my board.

the other side.

loved doing this one, it was long but fun.

June Projects – Cheryl’s Invitation

I know this is a blurry photo since I blurred out all the personal details and I know it’s likely boring to almost all of you but it’s for me and it’s so I can remember years from now. My good friend Cheryl who’s been there for me forever, asked me to design her a plain invitation for her upcoming birthday. I immediately said yes.

And then I immediately started dreading it.

I wanted to do it justice. I thought I might disappoint her and I love her so much I really didin’t want to disappoint her. I put it off for months and then when the time came to plan June, I made sure it was on my list first and foremost. I decided I needed to sit and do it. Even if it was bad, it was much better than not doing it.

So, I did it.

It’s simple. really simple. That’s my style. I can’t help it.

And I think she liked it. I hope she did. Either way, I am glad I did it. I love you Cheryl and I am so sorry I won’t be there for your special day. My heart and thoughts will be.

June Projects – Sew Cover for my Sony Reader

As soon as I saw this awesome project I knew I was going to be making it. I love my book reader and use it every single day so it only makes sense that it looks prettier for me. And I love that this project is so simple.

The hardest part was picking my fabric. Since this reader travels with me everywhere, I didn’t want to make the cover very light so it doesn’t get dirty but I still wanted it to feel nice to the touch. After hours of deliberation, I picked my fabrics and got to work.

Just a few minutes later, I was done and then stitched a “k” on it too so I’d know where the cover is and so it can make me smile.

and here it is sitting on my desk. Isn’t it awesome.

Yey. Makes me happy.

My Big Plans for June

Since I just finished making 31 layouts in a row, one might be inclined to think that it’s time to take a break and that I might not be interested in seeing another layout or pretty paper anytime soon.

Not so.

I have a lot to say about having done Layout a Day in May but that’s coming Saturday. But one of the things I discovered during this project is that I have two sections in my day where I practice what I call “killing time.” This happens early in the morning from 5:30-7:30 and at night from around 6:30-8:30. During both of these times I am really tired (physically and often mentally, too.) and I just lie on the couch and either surf blogs, facebook, or watch TV. I don’t do anything productive. And I’ve also noticed that the more I do an unproductive activity, the harder it is to get out of the funk.

During May, instead of spending my morning lulling around. I’d nurse Nathaniel and then get right to work. And in the last two weeks, because I’ve been working on my BPS class, I’ve been spending the nights writing up my lessons. And it’s been great. I produce more and I whine less and I feel less frustrated. I then read for an hour or two after 8:30 and go to sleep.

So I decided I wanted to try this for June, too and see if I can keep it up. I made this long list of things I needed and/or wanted to get done and mostly randomly assigned them to dates in June. Some are writing, some are art, some are sewing, etc. Just a collection of things I want to get done. Some of them I will share while I am doing them and others, I will share when the time comes. But in the name of making myself accountable and having the list in an easily accessible place, I thought I’d share it right here.

Dates and projects might move around but this is my plan:

  • June 1
    • Morning: Sew cover for book reader (done)
    • Evening: Finish project for BPS class (done)
  • June 2
    • Morning: Invitations for Cheryl (done)
    • Evening: promo materials for BPS class (done)
  • June 3
    • Morning: Cross-stitched hearts (done)
    • Evening: Record BPS audio for weeks 1 and 2 (done)
  • June 4
    • Morning: A Million Memories June Kit LO 1 (done)
    • Evening: Record BPS audio for weeks 3 and 4 (done)
  • June 5
    • Morning: A Million Memories June Kit LO 2 (done)
    • Evening: Put together BPS trigger emails, weekly emails weekly descriptions, project PDF and anything else I need (done)
  • June 6
    • Morning: A Million Memories June Kit LO 3 (done)
    • Evening: Creative therapy catalyst 114 (done)
  • June 7
    • Morning: A Million Memories June Kit LO 4 (done)
    • Evening: Creative therapy catalyst 115 (done)
  • June 8
    • Morning: Ali Edwards Summer Layout & BPS project 1 (done)
    • Evening: Write up steps for BPS project (done)
  • June 9
    • Morning: BPS Project 2 (done)
    • Evening: Creative therapy catalyst 116 (done)
  • June 10
    • Morning: BPS Project 3 (done)
    • Evening: Creative therapy catalyst 117 (done)
  • June 11
    • Morning: Counting Bean Bags (done)
    • Evening: Creative therapy catalyst 118 (done)
  • June 12
    • Morning: Crochet a doily & butterfly (done)
    • Evening: Creative therapy catalyst 119 (done)
  • June 13
    • Morning: Order Nathaniel baby photos (done) and Weekly Gratitude photos (done) for printing and Create detailed plans and weekly schedule for BPS class for 2011 (done)
    • Evening: Creative therapy catalyst 120 (done)
  • June 14
    • Morning: Fabric balls (done)
    • Evening: Creative therapy catalyst 121 (done)
  • June 15
    • Morning: do a layout for MME blog (done)
    • Evening: Creative therapy catalyst 122 (done)
  • June 16
    • Morning: create digital downloads for June, July, August (not done. decided not to do)
    • Evening: Creative therapy catalyst 123 (done)
  • June 17
    • Morning: Booties (not sure if i can do this one) (done)
    • Evening: Creative therapy catalyst 124 (done)
  • June 18
    • Morning: Watch Carriker’s portraits lesson 3 (done)
    • Evening: Creative therapy catalyst 125 (done)
  • June 19
    • Morning: Watch Carriker’s portraits lesson 4 (done)
    • Evening:Creative therapy catalyst 126 (not done)
  • June 20
    • Morning: Crochet necklace with beads (done)
    • Evening: Create Weekly Gratitude art for July and August (July done, August done, September done)
  • June 21
    • Morning: Put together Weekly Gratitude Album (done)
    • Evening: Carriker portraits lesson 5 (done)
  • June 22
    • Morning:Camera strap for new camera (coming Saturday)
    • Evening: Schedule books I’ve read to blog (done)
  • June 23
    • Morning: Fabric Keychain (done)
    • Evening: Schedule upcoming weekly gratitude art to blog (done)
  • June 24
    • Morning: Monster chunks (done)
    • Evening: Schedule upcoming 52 things to blog (done)
  • June 25
    • Morning: Make a flower ring (done)
    • Evening: Schedule upcoming creative therapy to blog (done)
  • June 26
    • Morning: Put together and finish Nathaniel’s baby album (done)
    • Evening: Sew something for myself (done)
  • June 27
    • Morning: Create a Zentangle (done)
    • Evening: Write a letter to someone I admire (not done)
  • June 28
    • Fingerless Gloves (done)
    • Evening: Painting for me or Crochet borders on a layout/page etc. (done)
  • June 29
    • Morning: Fabric basket (done)
    • Evening: Art for Leila (done)
  • June 30
    • Morning: Wreath (done)
    • Evening: Art for Yona (done)

I will likely move this schedule around in the next week or so. I can already see some things I want to move back and forth but here we are, this is the list anyway. I’ll add links etc. later today/this week and link to my creations as I post them.

June, here I come!