Layout a Day in May – Peek-a-Boo

This is with A Million Memories May Kit. Inspired by the Amazing Maggie Holmes.

Nathaniel has just started trying to play peek-a-boo. He often misses his eyes but he’s super-cute. I love the photos.

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Daily Diary – May 8 2010

So I am pretty pleased at the progress of LOAD but it does seem to be sucking all the other creative energy out of me. I have no idea what I did today and here it is 8pm and I haven’t accomplished much. I did take a walk with my family and have a mini-picnic. I read a bit. Oh and I bought a bunch of scrappy stuff. That’s it. Ugh. I will read a bunch more after this and I plan to get organized. Even if I don’t do any of my todos, it’s good to know what they are.

David was playing the Wii most of today and this is the best shot he’d give me.

And Nathaniel played.

And laughed when I made noises.

Love my kids. Love my husband who puts up with my crazy. Cause I have so much of it, trust me.

Note to Self:
I find that I can go from normal to crazy in a matter of seconds. Sometimes I don’t even realize I am feeling bad and yet, I am. And it all comes rushing out of nowhere. I think I need to pay more attention to these feelings so I can catch them before they come. Once it’s here, it’s too late and too overwhelming and too crazy. All bad things. Because then I start creating more and more chaos and making things seem way worse than they are. Whereas if I were able to catch it ahead of time, maybe I could prevent it, or at least I could let it come quietly, with more awareness and hopefully with pass with less damage.

Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. Grateful for chocolate. I am so grateful for chocolate. It makes me happy.
2. Grateful for our little walk. I love getting fresh air and being with my family.
3. Grateful that it’s only Saturday. One more wonderful weekend day.

Two Things David’s Grateful For:
1. Getting to play wii, of course!
2. Having a pop-tart. Very rare deal for my little boy.

Layout a Day in May – Your Laughter is Sweet Music to My Ears

Another layout with the A Million Memories stunning May kit.

More details:

yey for happy layouts.

Journaling is all about how David makes Nathaniel laugh so much and how much we both love doing that.

52 Things – Decorate my living room wall

Here’s this week’s item:

15. Decorate my living room wall.

I’ve been dreaming about this project for a long time. I have this huge wall in my living room that was itching to get filled. I knew I wanted to put a lot of small prints there and I knew they were going to be from etsy but I spent a long time putting it off. When I finally bought all my prints, they then waited another few months for my mom to arrive and help me hang them.

I intended to hang them all next to each other but that wasn’t so easy and as they ended up being all over the place, I decided I liked that better so here we are. I couldn’t get a photo without glare as I have so many windows in this room so I got a few closeups and I will list each of the prints.

Here’s a faraway shot to give you a sense of the space. There will be a much larger TV coming very soon which is why the left side is open space.

here’s a closer shot of the wall:

When I was trying to decide what to put on here, I wanted all of the images to be happy and full of love. I wanted them to be fun and uplifting. A few months before I bought the rest, I had bought six prints from Kal Barteski whom I adore. Two of them were for this wall. This is one of them:

And the elephant in this photo is the other:

Here are the links to the two prints: Tiny Art 104 and Tiny Art 91

Other pieces you see in the above image are these lovely giraffes, trees one and two(not in this photo) from Stephanie Fizer, Mistletoe kisses, and the awesome boy chairs.

After I bought Kal’s prints, I saw Marisa, who is one of my favorite artists, put up this set of postcards and I bought them as soon as they were up. So now I had all the colorful art I wanted. I went looking for some blue and green and quieter images that made me fee happy.

I fell in love with all of the trees in Once Upon a Paper but finally settled on this clean, green one.

I bought several postcards, too. One of which was this love one.

I adore angels which is why I bought this top right print called Angels the minute I saw it:

And another one was this little girl (I love this artist.) Another print I don’t have as closeups is My umbrella which has incredible texture. And finally, I have a postcard that says you are so loved in green. Since loved is my word for 2010, I thought it was only fitting.

On the opposite wall, I hung this wonderful painting by Picasso that I adore:

And that’s it for the living room. More next week.

Daily Diary – May 7 2010

It all starts with the morning it seems. I woke up more rested today and that caused most of my day to go better. Amazingly simple and yet it’s something I cannot actually control. Oh well. Life.

I took a series of shots of Nathaniel getting up to walk today, I actually took like 12 of them but here’s a small montage.

A typical Nathaniel face. Checking things out.

And here’s a typical David look. Love this boy to bits.

David’s been learning how to ride his scooter. Two days in and he’s already better than I am.

We had some friends late today and one of the women gave Nathaniel some cheerios which he never eats when I give him.

But he didn’t hesitate when she gave him some. And jammed them all in his mouth.

As if he’s never seen them before.

Well, love these boys. I can’t believe a whole week of LOAD is finished and I am still going on. I didn’t think I’d make it this far honestly. My heart just wasn’t really in it even though I thought it would be a neat idea. And now, I have seven layouts every single one of which I absolutely adore. Let’s see if I can keep this going. Still taking it one day at a time. I am also hoping to read some this weekend, paint some, help a few friends with technical stuff, and maybe reach for my art journal which has been neglected a bit. I have a sewing project in mind too. Or and some long-overdue todo items. And the email. oh the email.

Note to Self:
Today’s note to self is that life is short and I need to remember that more often. Fill up the moments with joy. With what makes me the happiest. I think I love the recent layouts cause they are happy. They make me happy. Making them and looking at them. I need to shed as many “obligations” as possible and use my time happily. Not wisely but happily. Doing joyful things. And I need to give up more. When something stops being fun, I need to quit it. It doesn’t make me a quitter. It makes me appreciate that life is short and I need to make the most each moment’s value. Suck the marrow of life as my favorite movie quotes.

Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. I am grateful for a few hours of talking and relaxing with my husband. It’s wonderful to me that after sixteen years we still have so many interesting things to discuss. I love that he’s my best friend.
2. One of the mom’s in David’s school told me I looked great today. She had no reason to and it made me so happy. Grateful for random acts of kindness today.
3. I am grateful for a quiet weekend with almost no events planned. I want to rest a lot and maybe get a bunch done. Let’s see if I do.

Two Things David’s Grateful For:
1. legos legos legos. yep. and again.
2. and the scooter again. he loves that thing.

Layout a Day in May – Happy First Birthday

My first layout with the beautiful A Million Memories May Kit. It’s to die for.

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You know I had to have butterflies. It had been too many days without them 🙂

And I finally put up the layout I’d sneaked earlier this week. You can see it here.

Weekly Gratitude – Fertility

Journaling Reads:
I am not one of those glowing pregnant women. I have nine months of morning sickness and I feel overwhelmed and tired most of the time. Despite that, I know that I am incredibly lucky to be able to have children without problems. I am thankful that my body is able to create and support life. It’s something I never take for granted and when I feel bad about my stretch marks, all I have to do is take a look at my kids and remember how they got there and how they’re worth it.

Daily Diary – May 6 2010

I’ve discovered today that I don’t do well during the 4:30-6pm timeslot. No matter what, I get stressed, cranky, tired and overwhelmed. I’ve been suffering from back and jaw ache and I now have allergies again which is causing me to have headaches and means medication and lots of tiredness and crankiness. All in all, not good.

But I am still loving doing my layout a day and I’ve just received the May kit from A Million Memories which is full of beautiful October Afternoon which I love so I am really excited to be ripping into it tomorrow.

I can tell you without a doubt that my favorite thing in the world is watching my two kids play with each other.

And they both love it too.

I adore them.

With all of my heart.

I love how Nathaniel looks at David and how patient David is with him.

And how he walks him around. (I know this is blurry. I don’t care.)

I adore them. They and my incredible husband are the highlights of any bad day. Of any day. I swear. Even when they frustrate me, my heart swells with love at seeing them. I know I say this every night but I think I am going to head to be early tonight. I can tell I need rest. I just can’t seem to get enough of it. I am really behind in email and I apologize if you’ve sent me mail. I am not ignoring you, I swear.

Note to Self:
I was listening to the Feynman book today on my way home and one of the letters starts by this gentleman explaining how he puts off writing back to his favorite letters so he can dedicate them the time and effort they deserve. Which often means they end up sitting in a pile for a long long time. This made me laugh because I do the exact same thing. With email of course. But when I receive a wonderful email, I always put off replying to it. I feel like I want to do it justice and I constantly put it off cause I never have “enough” time to give it the time it deserves. In the end, it means I always choose the urgent instead of the important. I need to fix this. I think it means the people and the words I value always get the short end of the deal.

Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. I am extra grateful for my husband today. He was an angel to me both in the morning and in the evening. He always comes through for me. over and over.
2. I am grateful for Advil. I’ve been having a lot of headaches and it really is the medicine that works almost immediately.
3. I got to go out last night and have dinner with several of my workmates. It was quite lovely and I am grateful that I was able to take this time to sneak away, have some good food and some quality conversation.

Two Things David’s Grateful For:
1. legos legos legos. yep. again.
2. david mastered his scooter today. here i was all worried he would never learn and boom he just did it. he loves loves loves it now.

Layout a Day in May – Pasta Tasting

And here’s day six. Still enjoying this so much. I can feel it getting stressful but I am trying to remind myself that there’s no medal for doing 31. I will be happy however far this takes me. It’s that many layouts to have done and that many memories preserved.

No butterflies again!

The journaling is about how I want Nathaniel to be a less picky eater than his brother and how I started with pasta and how he didn’t much care for it.

Happy Thursday!

Digital Downloads – You Sayings

This week’s download is some you themed sayings. Here is what they look like:

You can download it here: You Sayings download.

You are welcome to play with these as much as you want and use them anywhere you’d like. You are NOT allowed to sell them ever. You don’t have to but I’d appreciate a link back if you do use them.


This is part of a weekly digital download series. They are posted every Thursday. You can find all of the ones that were posted here. If you like my downloads, please click here and give me ideas/requests for 2010. I would like to continue this feature but I am not sure I can come up with enough ideas on my own.


A Book a Week – Get Lucky

A while ago I read Katherine Center‘s two published novels: The Bright Side of Disaster and Everyone’s Beautiful and I loved them both, so I was really looking forward to Get Lucky. So much so, I didn’t even wait for the library to get it. I just went and bought it. Which is really rare for me.

But it was worth it. This book is about sisters and about life’s choices and their unexpected (and expected) repercussions. It’s about love and relationships and having babies. It’s a wonderful book that I read in one sitting. As with the others, I loved her characters, I loved the light and beautiful way in which she can write the not-so-light topics. I really enjoyed this sweet book and am glad I didn’t wait longer for it.

Daily Diary – May 5 2010

Long, frustrating day here. I don’t even want to rehash it. I am ready to be over with today. Ugh.

Nathaniel’s started to push things around. He loves David’s chairs especially.

And when they fall over, he tries to pick them up.

But he can’t.

So he gives up.

And starts getting into other things, of course.

He’s a big fan of the empty water bottles I recycle.

And David spends most of his days with legos still.

And that’s pretty much life here.

Note to Self:
I noticed today that a small little problem can set my whole day off. This is ridiculous but maybe it’s cause I am operating at such full capacity that a tiny new drop causes me to spill over. Or I am easily frazzled. Or I am so tired. But either way, it’s a bad sign that small things can set me off. That they ruin my day and cause me to be angry and to yell and to look at everything else through negative eyes. There aren’t that many days and each is really precious. I do not want any of them to be ruined by my bad attitude. I need to work on this. I need to know how to stop things from triggering me. Things happen. This is life.

Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. I am grateful that my husband lets me vent when I am feeling frustrated for no reason and don’t want my problems resolved but just wanna vent. I know it’s hard not to try to solve and I appreciate it a lot.
2. I am grateful that Nathaniel decided to take both of his naps today, I really needed it today.
3. I am grateful that despite my unreasonableness at times, David is still wonderful and loves me.

Two Things David’s Grateful For:
1. legos legos legos.
2. more batman movies!