Daily Photos – March 26 2009



David spent his afternoon making these balloons. He’s quite talented and loved posing with them. When I asked him what he wanted to do next. He said “let’s do some art.” so I said ok, what kind of art. He said “I want to scrapbook.” Heh. I didn’t even know he knew the word. We took out some of my spare papers and stickers and punches and had a blast.



Quieter than usual day today. Thankfully. I’ve been really really exhausted lately. I don’t sleep at all at night anymore so I really need a nap or two during the day. Tomorrow is my last day before I go on maternity. It will be so odd not to check my mail obsessively and to not have meetings all day, etc. Then again, within a few weeks, I will be spending all my waking moments with the little one so I am sure I will have my hands full.



I finally did tag number twelve today and it was a lot of fun. I am really glad I am doing this project. It has been one of the most fun things I’ve done this year so far.

Daily Photos – March 25 2009



These flowers are right outside our house and they smell so very yummy. The bees love them too. I am just glad spring is finally here and the flowers are blooming again and there’s color everywhere. It’s amazing how much happier sunshine makes me.



Last night was a rough night. Even though I went to bed at 7pm, I kept waking up and then at 1am, I just couldn’t go back to sleep so I had to get up and read a little and then try to go back to bed and it was all just crazy. Not to mention all the nightmares I’ve been having. I know the next few weeks will only be harder but I am also seeing the light at the end of the tunnel since I am due exactly one month from today so I am telling myself to hang in there.

Daily Photos – March 24 2009



I love him. I love him madly. I just do.



Days are passing quickly but hectically. I am still really busy at work and am using most of the rest of my spare time to take care of David, keep up with my BPS class, and rest. I am getting more and more tired and more and more heartburn. Lovely.



Only three more days until my sister is coming and I cannot wait. Miss her so much. As it gets closer I just miss her more and more.

Journaling Roadblocks and Telling Stories Deeply

As I mentioned earlier, Big Picture Scrapbooking is giving a spot in my class today. If you haven’t gone over to add your name, here’s where you can do that. I’ve been reading through the comments and wanted to address some of the journaling roadblocks that people have put in the comments.



I went through the list and made some major categories that most of the people’s comments fall into. I wanted to address them in two ways. One, to tell you whether we tackle this in the class directly or not and two to give you a few words of my thoughts on this so you can see what direction I would lead you in, in the class, so you can assess whether taking the class would be helpful to you. So here we go, in no particular order and paraphrased in my own words:

  1. I am embarrased to journal. Worried it will come off mushy, sappy, false, fake, pretentious.

    I talk about this a little at the beginning of the class and address it throughout the lessons here and there. My point of view on this is that if you’re writing authetically (being true to who you are) then none of the above concerns matter. If you’re authentic, you won’t be false, fake, or pretentious. Those are all inauthetic states of being, where we’re trying to be something else than we are and this workshop is just the opposite. As for mushy and sappy. those often depend on the person reading your words and everyone’s ideas of mushy are vastly different from each other. We talk a lot about whose opinion matters and what you should have in mind when you write your words in the pre-class work and in week one. My hope is that by then this will be less of a concern for you.

  2. I don’t have enough space on my page for my journaling. I have too many photos and not always enough room for journaling.


    Oh yes! This is a pet peeve of mine and we address this one right away. This workshop is as much about changing the way you look at journaling and changing your process of scrapping as it is about the words itself, so I promise you won’t say this after the workshop.
  3. I want more depth and creativity in my journaling.

    This is the very core of my workshop. Each week I tackle another main area of what it means to journal deeply. How to make your writing more relatable, more authentic, more personal, more *you*. I also bring in writing principles that help liven your writing and breathe more air into it.

  4. i write too much or I write too little. I get caught up in the details.

    Honestly, this isn’t something I handle directly. I address the space issue mentioned above and by using the new process, this might end up being less of a concern. But I do talk about the main elements of what makes an authentic story (in my opinion of course) and theoretically by the end of class you’ll have a good sense of what needs to stay in and what can be left out to make your story complete and authentic so you should more easily be able to judge what’s too much or too little and what you can leave out or what’s still missing.

  5. My journaling is too personal.

    We talk about this in the pre-class work, too. We also address some of the deeper/harder journaling stories during our last week. I talk about why it’s important to still put the words on paper, even if we have to find creative ways to not make it visible. I respect that your journaling might be too personal but it’s still worth your writing it down.

  6. I can’t find the right words. I don’t know where to start.

    We talk about this in the pre-class handouts, too. But I’ll tell you a secret: there’s no magic here. I will not be able to move my wand and make it easier for you to start. You start like everyone does: you put pen to paper and just do it. We talk more about techniques and creative styles that might help you get started but in the end you just sit down and do it. I didn’t want you to sign up and think I have some magic trick under my belt, that I don’t.

  7. I am a perfectionist. What if i am not good enough?

    I don’t talk about this in the lessons but we will address it in the message boards cause I a lot of people have mentioned this in the class as well. Here’s one thing you should know: the purpose of this workshop is to make your journaling more authentic, deeper, and more true to who you are. None of us are perfect. Life would be so boring if we were. So I think being perfect or aiming to be perfect is the wrong goal. We should aim to have our pages be a true reflection of who we are. Not write so people on a message board can give us kudos, but write so we feel we expressed ourselves authentically on the pages we create. This is just my opinion and you are, of course, welcome to disagree, but it’s something I feel strongly about so I wanted to make sure you knew.

  8. I am not a writer. I have no stories to tell.

    We do talk about this in the preclass handout and a lot on the message boards as well. I’ll be very upfront: we are all writers and we all have stories to tell. I promise. I swear you are. By the end of the workshop, you should have no doubts about that.

One thing I’ve told the students in the workshop and would like all of you to know is that I am fully commmitted to everyone getting exactly what they want out of this class. Journaling is my passion and I want to make sure that if I don’t happen to address something that’s in your mind, something that’s holding it up for you, something that’s stresssing you, that you can always post on the message boards and ask me or email me directly. I’m committed to everyone walking away with exactly what they wanted and more.



I hope these answer some questions you might have. I posted more about specifically what you get each week and general logistics: here. As always, if you have any questions, don’t hesitate to ask.



I hope I see you in my workshop.

Daily Photos – March 23 2009



Yesterday I was at Costco and bought David a little present. It’s a Wii game that involves Spongebob. I thought it would be easy and fun and it turns out it’s really hard so it’s been mostly Jake and I playing and David watching. Tho he’s still happy we have it.



My last Monday at work before I leave for maternity. Work’s quite hectic of course but it’s all last minute stuff so I am trying to do my very best and leave things in as good a state as I possibly can.



I’ve been meaning to write this one down. The other day, David and I were driving to school and he always asks me when he’ll be six or seven or fifteen etc and I say “in one year” or “in five years” etc. Then he asked me when he will be twenty. I said “in sixteen years.” He said that he wanted to be twenty and I said I didn’t want him to be twenty, so he asked why. I told him that when he’s twenty, he wouldn’t be home with Mommy and Daddy anymore. He’d be away at school and sleeping there and we’d miss him so much. He thought about this for a while, and then said:


Ok, I don’t want to be twenty. I want to be SIX!



I laughed and laughed. I love my boy and I know that one day the prospect of not living with Mom and Dad will be so appealing but I am so happy that, right now, it’s not.

Want to Win a Spot in my Class?

BPS is giving a free spot in my class. Even if you’ve signed up, they will refund your money so go try your chances.



Only three more days to sign up. I hope I see you there.

Daily Photos – March 22 2009



Hadn’t had a black and white one for a while.



Another simple day with a few chores done but nothing substantial done. We played Wii for a while, watched some TV and mostly relaxed. Oh and we started doing the taxes. Still a long way to go. And still no art done. Oh well. Some weekends are just like that.



I hope yours was more productive than mine.

Catalyst 54 – A Published Author



This week’s catalyst is: What’s something you wish you could do? (Something you know how but are too afraid to try.)



Here are my words:



This one was easy for me. I’ve always always always wanted to be a published author. Fiction. Reading has always been and will always be my number one passion in the world and I’ve always dreamt of being one of those authors on people’s shelves. I have started several novels and have done a lot of writing over the years but I have never taken it all the way. Never fully finished, edited, and sent out a book to a publisher. In the last six years, I have mostly stopped writing altogether but I still think of it from time to time and the desire to become a published writer has not subsided one little bit.

Daily Photos – March 21 2009



I know this is a very blurry photo but it’s a representation of today and that’s what this project is about isn’t it?



David and Daddy went to Stanford’s Lucile Packard today (where we’re planning to have the baby) and took a class on sibling preparation. As part of the class, they gave David this “Big Brother” shirt. Which he hasn’t taken off all weekened. I am not sure how much of the class he digested but we figure no harm and possible help is never a bad thing.



We also looked at a few more houses around Mountain View, Palo Alto, and Menlo Park. I think we have officially seen all the new houses in the area now.



Other than that, I’ve gotten nothing done. No art. A lot of naps, though…



I shall leave you with one more photo from this session:



Daily Photos – March 20 2009



Tulips. I can never get enough of them.



Really busy day today, trying to tie up loose ends at work. Making sure that whoever takes over for my work is not left stranded. I want to leave things the best I can.



There are still so many baby things I haven’t even begun worrying about like washing all of David’s old clothes with the special baby soap. Like buying a new pack-n-play so there’s a place for this little one to sleep. Like making sure we have newborn diapers etc. etc. At least I did make the carseat installation appointment so I feel good about that. And David’s going to a “sibling” class at Stanford this weekend so we’ll see how helpful that will be.



My sister is coming to visit exactly one week from now. I haven’t seen her in person since June of 2006. I miss her like crazy. I cannot wait to see her and hug her and spend hours and hours talking to her. I know she’ll help me with shopping, with preparing for the baby, and with looking for houses. She will cook for us. She will just be so awesome to have around. I cannot wait to hug her.



My Big Picture Scrapbooking class started yesterday and the boards are already hopping. I am so excited to be there, to get to teach this class, to get to share this experience with others. I cannot tell you how happy it’s making me. I am so thankful for the opportunity.



I shall leave you with this wonderful photo of David from this morning:






Happy Weekend!

52 Questions and Techniques – Tag 11



This week’s question was “what keeps me awake at night?”



To be fully honest, the one thing that literally keeps me awake at night is the baby, of course. Now that I am 8.5months pregnant, between peeing and spinal pain, there’s not much sleep to be had. But since I did a tag on pregnancy two weeks ago, I wanted to focus on something else so I decided to choose another big thing happening to us: the fact that we might be buying a house for the first time ever. Deciding whether to buy or not, finding a house, and trying to do it all in the middle of a baby coming certainly has been keeping me awake so I thought it was a fair one to tackle.

I originally planned to do “vintage” this week but somehow when I started doing the tag, this is what came out. I don’t know that it uses any specific technique except maybe a bunch of stamping and some layering. Nothing major or very new to me. I took a chipboard house and added elements of what I hope to have in my new home: music, words, flowers, sleep (moon), joy (butterfly), togetherness (key) and lots and lots of love.



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I am combining Emily Falconbridge’s art journal questions with trying a new technique each week. You can see the full list: here

Daily Photos – March 19 2009



This might officially be cheating since these photos were taken last night but they were too precious to me not to count in my year so as far as I am concerned this is today’s photo and that’s that.



This is David and Daddy playing with stomp rockets in the backyard. David loves these so much that I think you can see the joy in his face. Last night, he decided to experiment with the different ways he could get the rocket to fly.






He tried using his elbow, jumping with both feet, sitting on it, jumping backwards and many other crazy styles.






And the whole time he laughed and laughed and just couldn’t get enough.






Watching that kind of joy on a kid’s face is electric and contagious. It’s one of the joys of being a parent and getting to experience the world through your little one’s eyes. He kept making his hands into little firstballs so he could get more strength.






And of course here’s a tulip shot I took before I had to part with the beautiful, reddish orange ones we had this week.







My Big Picture Scrapbooking class started today and I couldn’t be more excited. You can still register for a little while and if you’re on the fence, go for it! I promise you won’t regret it 🙂


Happy Thursday!