How I got Stronger this week: I worked super hard early this week. I worked from home Wednesday-Friday. I drove David in pouring rain to a high school shadow. I spent Friday with a good friend. I did many things this week. I worked hard. I spent time with people I love. I supported people I love. I exercised the two days I was at work and just took my own time on the other days. I lost my grandmother on Friday and I loved her so so so much that I can’t even put into words. This is when it’s hardest to be away from the people you love. I’ve been doing so much work on myself lately, shifting my perspective.
Top Goals Review:
- Work: I finalized december summit mostly, i spent only a tiny amount of time thinking about what’s next, i didn’t document my thoughts.
- Personal: I made some more 2019 plans, exercised a bit and started December daily.
- Family: I did help david with ml + physics and ssats, and I did math with nathaniel, and went to the holiday party with jake. yay!
I celebrate: some time with good friends this week
I am grateful for: all I was able to do this week.
Karen’s Points: this week was only one body pump and one yoga.
A Change I embraced: working from home and all the rain.
I let go of: i chose not to go home for my grandmother’s funeral. it’s a long story but i am making my peace with it.
Core Desired Feelings Check-in:
- Fresh: I am learning to change my perspective of how 2018 went and what i want for myself in 2019
- Magical: friday with my two friends was magical and so was the holiday party.
- Lighter: i feel lighter now that more of the summit is ready.
- True: i miss my family so much.
Where I chose Joy: going to the holiday party with jake.
I showed up for: jake this week while he was out of town.
A Mistake I made this week: i missed the visitor parking at the school david and i visited and this one woman was super nice to me and helped me drive all the way around back to the spot, she went out of her way and i was so so grateful
What I tolerated this week: so much pain. i also found out that a good college friend, Pat, also passed away this week. He was 45 and had a one year old baby. He was a wonderful person who always made me smile and was so kind and generous and the world is a bit dimmer without him.
My mood this week was: sad.
I forgive myself for: not going.
What I love right now: i am so grateful for the holiday season.
Weekly Reflection is a year-long project for 2018. You can read more about my projects for 2018 here.Weekly Reflection 2018 – 44
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