Your Giant Amazing Gift to Me

This is layout number 4 with the June AMM Kit.

Journaling Reads:
David there are many days when your crazy antics drive me crazy. When I wish you would smile instead of making silly faces but then I remember it’s all because you’re such a happy child and that is the best gift you ever gave me cause I wasn’t and I worried you wouldn’t be either. But you are and I love that so much and I’ll put up with everything cause I get to have that.

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Daily Diary – June 6 2010

Today started with me tired as always. I went to bed too late last night trying to finish off my BPS work. So I lazied around more than usual this morning after I did my layout. I read a whole bunch of East of Eden which I am halfway through. We then went to the neighbor’s for lunch and the kids played a lot and then when we came back home, I was so tired and drained that I lay on the couch and Nathaniel played peek-a-boo while David played legos.

He’s really good at entertaining himself.

Those are my pajamas, by the way.

And here’s David entertaining him. Look at the way he looks at his brother.

I’m about to put them down and then have some more BPS work and have to get working on that catalyst. Hope your weekend was great!

Note to Self:
I meant to mention that we went to see The Secret in their Eyes the other night for date night. Great movie. Made me realize it’s worth taking the time to see good movies just like it’s worth reading good books. They take more mental energy but they are worth it.

Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. I am really enjoying my book now, love being at that part where you’ve really gotten into the story and feel like you know the characters in real life.
2. I am thankful for a great weekend with lots of quiet time and lots of family time.
3. Thankful for finally feeling like my BPS class came together well. I hope others will like it too. Always worry about that.

Two Things David’s Grateful For:
1. Mommy and Daddy
2. Playing with Ece’s legos

You May Not Have His Blue Eyes but You Have your Magical Smile

Yes, I know long long long title. But the title is also the journaling…isn’t it?

A Million Memories June kit layout #3.

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Daily Diary – June 5 2010

Some of the last of my photos from the academy of sciences.

Today we had free tickets to the Sunset celebration weekend so we decided to check it out.

David really liked the Tillamook cheese minivan so I took a photo of him in front of it. (He woke up with pinkeye today!)

Then he and I made a lay and I put it on. Nothing like wearing fresh orchids. (and wonderfully fuzzy hair. it was really humid.)

then we came back home, ate lunch and I put Nathaniel down and David played Wii while I played with my crochet hook and some yarn. Then Nathaniel woke up and walked around chewing stuff.

I love watching him walk.

And I love it when he comes to visit me.

And how he offers to share his toys. Love this boy so much.

We then went back to the Sunset celebration, ate some free food and walked around. Came home to have dinner and bedtime. I have to put all the finishing touches to my BPS class tonight and I am really excited. Though I have quite a bit of work to finish it all off and I am tired and in pain so I am going to try to do it fast and productively. Wish me luck.

Note to Self:
I’m quite amazed how much I’ve been enjoying my projects and making layouts lately. I really did think I would be burned out after May but I really am not. Amazing how sometimes a lot of work just makes you want to do more work. I have around 20 more layouts or so to do this month (4 for AMM + 13 creative therapy + 3 for a BPS project) and I am not dreading any of them. And I am so thankful for that. I am sure the dread or lack of mojo will come at some point but I am just thankful for the joy and pleasure for now.

Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. Spending some time walking around as a family. I love being with my family so much.
2. A great audio version of East of Eden that I can listen to while I do some crocheting
3. I’ve almost maxed out my vacation allowance at work so I am going to have to take some time off and I am grateful for this rule cause it forces me to step back and relax.

Two Things David’s Grateful For:
1. daddy and mommy.
2. sunset celebration weekend and getting to eat cheese and ice cream and going in the silver trailer
3. And wii!!

52 Things – Do a Layout a Day for a Month

Here’s this week’s item:

58. Do a Layout a Day for a Month.

As opposed to many others on the list, this project started very spontaneously. I was reading the A Million Memories message boards and suddenly something prompted me to post that I was doing a layout a day project and would anyone care to join me. It was April 29. There was one more day before the new month was to start and I had zero planning. Normally, when I start a project, I tend to think about it a lot in advance. I make sure I am ready for the undertaking and I write down notes, etc. etc. This is usually my process because I am a big believer in keeping my commitments. Even silly ones that I made to myself. But it wasn’t the case with this one. It came to me out of nowhere and I remember thinking I wasn’t likely to actually go through with this one. I told myself I would take it one day at a time and see how long I could keep it up. Secretly, though, I thought I wouldn’t last more than a week.

Once I decided I was doing this, I did a few things to prepare:

1. I went through my drawers and picked out items that I’d bought recently or a long time ago that I’d meant to use but hadn’t. Papers and embellishments.
2. I went through my daily photos from the last few months and picked a bunch that told stories I knew I wanted to capture and pulled them all into a directory on my computer. I opened up a few and created different sized photos just to have more variety. I then printed about ten days’ worth of photos.
3. I went through several of the galleries I like to look at and saved layouts that spoke to me. It might be just a small detail or the entire layout.
4. I also made a small list of techniques I’d like to try. (the list was: chipboard, paint, tattered angels mists, spray paint(?), stitching, drawing, stamps) all of these were things I had at hand.

that’s all I did in advance.

Come day one, I just got up, picked one of my photos and picked a layout that inspired me and created something that was similar in my own way. Here’s the inspiration and may layout for day one:

The one on the left is by Maggie Holmes and as you can see, I copied the design pretty much straight on. I told myself that I wasn’t going to worry about having to come up with my own designs and the goal here was to scrap memories and use product I loved. Since this wasn’t for the design team, it was ok if the designs weren’t unique to me. So for the first few days I just picked layouts I loved and created my own versions of them.

But even as early as day one, some patterns started to emerge:

1. I discovered that I loved using colorful and long titles. Something I hadn’t really done before.
2. I remembered how much I loved using cardstock for my background.
3. I fell in love with color. Bold, bright, happy colors.

After a day or two of lifting, I did start liking to do my own thing so I’d do layouts my own way until I found myself stuck on uninspired at which point, I’d go back to my folder of inspiration.

About halfway through, I realized that I now had a completely different scrapping style. I am not sure how it evolved but I do know that getting up and scrapping every single day allowed me the freedom to explore new ideas and slowly find my own way.

Around day twenty or so, I made this list of things I loved and regularly used on my pages:
1. border, heart, and butterfly punches
2. bright colors
3. long titles with different stickers
4. hand journaling
5. paint or stitching
6. white cardstock backgrounds

One of the things I missed was journaling more and I knew I didn’t have enough time to write long computer-journaling and print and align like I usually did so I wanted an easier and more practical solution. I had a few journaling stamps but each came with a set of complications I didn’t like. I wanted something subtle and easy to manipulate. Just a few lines for me to be able to write straight.

Then I found this stamp:

and while the lines were perfect, I didn’t want that border on all my pages. Since it’s acrylic, I just carefully cut out the inside and mounted it on my clear mount and now I had six lines to stamp on my pages. If you look at my pages, you’ll see these little clusters of journaling all over. That’s thanks to this stamp.

Here’s a closeup:

So now I had my journaling solution, too and I was unstoppable. The most amazing thing that happened in this month is that I finally fell into my own scrappy style. And the reason I know this is because I can now sit and scrap pretty easily. It still takes me a while to put a page together but that’ cause I take too long initially picking papers etc. Once I have my little stash, things fall into place pretty quickly and naturally. And I love my pages most of the time and they feel like me.

I think 31 days of getting up and sitting down to scrap can have a profound effect in your scrapping. (at a minimum you get to scrap 31 memories, who can be sad about that?) Here they all are on my living room floor:

So, now that I’ve done this, here are a few pointers for those of you who might be interested in doing it, too.

1. Put together a stash. my stash came in very handy and I rarely went looking for other things.
2. Get all your photos and stories ready. And print the photos out and cut them.
3. Make an inspiration folder or pick a bunch of sketches to get you started. Have enough for the whole month so you don’t have to stress that you’ll run out.
4. Pick a time of day and do it then every day. I did mine first thing in the morning. I would nurse my son and then get to work.
5. Try to have a deadline by which to be done. I told myself I’d like to have my layout finished, photographed and posted by 8:30 am. Most days I did stick to it. I think first thing in the morning works better than at night. Even though I am a night person and I get more uninterrupted time at night, there was something magical about accomplishing something big and fun and artsy in the very beginning of your day that infused the rest of the day with more joy.
6. Post your layouts and tell people you’re doing LOAD. The encouragement and kind comments I got at on my blog, at AMM, 2peas, and Facebook kept me going. It was wonderful to hear all of them and gave me the strength to get up and scrap on the days I didn’t feel like it.
7. Don’t let yourself whine and don’t wait for inspiration. Just get up and sit at your desk and put the photos on the paper. You’ll be amazed at how quickly it comes together.
8. Decide quickly and just go with it. I often just glued a few things down and then built my layout around them. I could easily change my mind 100 times so it was best to just make one decision and then one more and then just go with it.
9. If you find that you’d like and could use some encouragement and help, try doing it with Lain. She runs layout a day several times a year (I think February, May and September) and many people who’ve done it love it. She emails you, there’s a Flickr group etc. etc. and the small amount of money you have to pay may help encourage you to see it all the way through.

And so here we are. 31 layouts:

I did immediately put them in albums once I was done photographing all of them.

This was a great exercise with profound benefits to me. I am really really glad I did it and I cannot recommend it enough. And in case you think I am sick of scrapbooking, I have since made one minibook and two layouts and I have at least 20 more I am planning to do this month. This project didn’t burn me out; it actually helped me fall in love with scrapbooking all over again.

ETA: I also wanted to add that I didn’t do more than one layout on any day. I didn’t queue them up, I didn’t catch up. (With the exception of one single day where I was gone all day so I did my layout the night before.) I liked the idea of doing one and having more to do for the next day. The idea wasn’t to get 31 layouts done but to do one every single day. If you do this project and fall behind, my personal recommendation would be to just pick up the next day and start again and not try to catch up. Just my 2 cents.

Today Tomorrow and Forever He will Look up to You

This is done with the beautiful A Million Memories June Kit.

I had this photo of Nathaniel looking up to David while he hugged him and I wanted to scrap about how being a big brother means having the little one look up to you forever.

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Daily Diary – June 4 2010

And after days of waking up at 5am, today we hit the jackpot with 4am. Yep 4am. God help me.

I nursed the boy, watched some tv until I could open my eyes and then got up to do my layout while the kids ate breakfast. Of course, Nathaniel was completely wiped by 7:30am and wept and cried so I put him down and that meant David missed school. Not the perfect day. He slept, I worked, David played. When Nathaniel woke up, he played peek-a-boo with the blanket again.

And again.

Cracked himself up.

And then we put him down for another nap, played quietly while I worked and after he woke up again, we went for a short walk but it was way too hot. David let me take a photo and he even smiled.

And now they’re playing ball in the backyard while I type this up so I can go on a date night. All’s well that ends well.

Note to Self:
I’ve been thinking so much about how strongly attitude effects everything. Feeling good gives you the energy to do more, do be more, and to be happier, which is annoying since feeling bad does the opposite. But it also means that you can work to change your attitude and that can change your day and that can then have a snowball effect.

Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. Watching my boys play ball together. It’s so much fun to see them playing together.
2. Grateful for another date night. Just the two of us. A rare luxury.
3. And grateful for a relatively quiet weekend. Yey.

Two Things David’s Grateful For:
1. daddy daddy daddy.
2. nathaniel.

I Know the Feeling My Son

As per schedule, I dug right into my A Million Memories June Kit and created this layout today.

When I saw this picture of Nathaniel trying to sneak a peek at what the older boy was doing, it reminded me of my days as a little sister, looking up to my sister. So I wrote about how I know how it feels to look up to your older sibling and to want to be like him. And I said how soon enough he’ll be able to do those things, too and how lucky he is cause his brother loves him so much.

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Weekly Gratitude – Video Chat

The theme for June is routine.

Journaling Reads:
My family lives very far away. And I’ve only traveled back home one time since my five-year-old son was born. Even though my parents try to visit me once or twice a year, I see my sister and nephews even more rarely than that. I always worried that my kids would never get to be close to my family.

All that was before video chat became so readily available. Now, everyday when I come back from picking up my son from school, we all sit at the table and chat with my mom and dad while we eat our lunch. We talk about our day, we make funny faces, we laugh. It’s like they are sitting right next to us.

I cannot tell you the joy those few moments give me. My one-year-old son is already so used to it that as I click to dial them, he already starts smiling and shrieks with joy when my mom’s face appears on the screen. This is the most I’ve talked to them since I moved to the United States. Actually it might be the most I’ve talked to them since l was a little girl. Video chats with my family are a daily routine in our house and I am really really grateful for this technology.

June Projects – Cross Stitched Hearts

This project was inspired by this tutorial. I had found and saved it months ago so today I just sat and worked on it while I woke up.

I picked the two I liked the most. Here’s one:

and both:

I then tried to machine-stitch the two together but it didn’t work so I ripped the seam and hand-stitched them together.

they didn’t line up perfectly so it’s not perfect but I like it stuffed.

and here it is hanging on my board.

the other side.

loved doing this one, it was long but fun.

June Projects – Cheryl’s Invitation

I know this is a blurry photo since I blurred out all the personal details and I know it’s likely boring to almost all of you but it’s for me and it’s so I can remember years from now. My good friend Cheryl who’s been there for me forever, asked me to design her a plain invitation for her upcoming birthday. I immediately said yes.

And then I immediately started dreading it.

I wanted to do it justice. I thought I might disappoint her and I love her so much I really didin’t want to disappoint her. I put it off for months and then when the time came to plan June, I made sure it was on my list first and foremost. I decided I needed to sit and do it. Even if it was bad, it was much better than not doing it.

So, I did it.

It’s simple. really simple. That’s my style. I can’t help it.

And I think she liked it. I hope she did. Either way, I am glad I did it. I love you Cheryl and I am so sorry I won’t be there for your special day. My heart and thoughts will be.

Daily Diary – June 3 2010

Long day here. I think I’m just exhausted and having a hard time catching up on sleep. Tomorrow’s Friday and I am hoping I will get to rest a bit this weekend.

Uneventful day here for the most part. Jake was home so he took David to school while I went to a kindergarten information session at his new school. They showed a little movie and I got all teary eyed. My son’s old enough to go to kindergarten already?

Then I came home and got to work. Jake got David, I fed the kids, put Nathaniel down and went back to work. The mailman brought the June kit from A Million Memories. An absolute stunner. I lay it all over my table and worked to match my photos with the papers as I always do.

Nathaniel woke up from his nap and had that tired look. I love that look.

Here he is still out of it a bit.

And then he woke up and smiled.

I caught him sneaking a few snacks behind the cabinets.

And walking away with them.

We played around for a bit and then the kids had their baths and just went down. A little later than usual today cause of the late afternoon bath.

A few things:

1. Several of you asked about my new BPS class. It’s a process class about putting together a process that will help you collect, track, organize and use your stories. I am a firm believer in telling and preserving your stories. A lot of people tell me that once they put their page together, they never know what to write about so my goal with this class is to create a process that’s custom made for you that allows you to have your own stories at hand at all times. This way, when you sit to scrap, you always have a story idea waiting for you. Feel free to ask questions about it if you want in the comments and I’ll make sure to respond. It’s scheduled for early September as of now. I’ll make sure to let you know when it’s open for registration. Thank you so much for asking. I haven’t taught much in 2010 so I’m excited to teach this class. I’m also hoping to teach more in 2011 so if there’s a particular kind of class you’re interested in taking (especially one you want to take from me.) let me know and I will do my best to put it together.

2. My plans for June are actually right on schedule as of now. I haven’t posted my projects yet mostly cause I am tired and busy and working on the projects. If I can finish my todo list early tonight, I’ll come back to post them. If not, tomorrow. I just got another project added to my list so I will have to adjust three days around a bit.

3. Apologies on the delay on the digital download. That’s likely coming tomorrow, too.

Thank you for your kind words on my opening images. That was one of my goals for 2010: to take more non-family photos and I’m enjoying them so far. I really appreciate your kind words.

Note to Self:
I listened to a book on tape today while I worked and I have never done that before and I really enjoyed it. It was fiction even! This was a reminder that sometimes I should try new things even when I think I already know how I feel. I don’t always know how I feel. Lesson learned in the nicest way possible.

Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. I’m grateful that it looks like David will be attending a good, happy school. I am thankful that we have good public schools where I live.
2. I am grateful for everything I’ve already accomplished this month. Some important things I wanted to get done are already done.
3. I am grateful for the nice, beautiful weather we’ve been having. it’s a little bit too hot but I love the sunshine and I am trying to enjoy every moment of it.

Two Things David’s Grateful For:
1. mommy (yey!).
2. nathaniel.