These three men in my life have taught me what it means to love and to be loved. They are the reason I wake up in the morning and the reason I go to bed at night and feel happy and blessed every moment in between. Until I met Jake I didn’t know what it meant to be with someone who can love me just the way I am and who can make me feel whole. Until I had my boys, I didn’t know what it meant to love so much that it pysically hurt my heart. These men make me feel whole. They make me feel thankful and blessed and lucky. So so lucky.
I don’t know what I did to deserve this but I am not taking it for granted for one single moment. I hold them and kiss them and hug them as many times a day I can. Thank you, my boys.
All of the beautiful digital elements here are by Anna Aspnes.
This week’s question is: “Which song do you have on repeat right now?”
I’ve been stuck on the Google Android song. Each time I see the commercial, it makes me happy. It’s “If you want to Sing out, sing out” by Cat Stevens. Wonderful song. So many simple but amazing lyrics.
Simple tag this time. I covered it with a music sheet. Inked edges. Made a little birdie from fabric, stitched around it. Put it on a brown “branch” made out of ribbon lace. And wrote the song title.
I now sell some of these tags in my etsy store. If there’s a tag you like and are interested in, email me or leave a comment and I’ll be happy to add it.
I am combining Emily Falconbridge’s art journal questions with trying a new technique each week. You can see the full list: here.
Weekly tags are posted every Thursday, you can see all of them by clicking here.
David wanted to do some art today so we covered the table with paper towels and had fun with the watercolors.
Nathaniel, who was cranky all day, sat behind him and watched.
We also played with stamps and played games and hugged and chatted with my mom and dad over Skype for a long time. Good day. I spent the day making my very first Etsy journal (thank you Karla, you’re awesome!) and it was so much fun. I’ve also been reading my book of the week and am more than halfway through. I still have a lot of todo items on my list but I am feeling at peace with it all.
I am a huge John Irving fan. I’ve read almost every single novel he wrote. Like most of his other fans, I’m sure, A Prayer for Owen Meany, Cider House Rules, and The World According to Garp top my list of favorites. And if I were being completely honest, I’d also say that I didn’t like The Fourth Hand at all. It just wasn’t up to Irving’s amazing caliber.
Until I Find You also wasn’t a major favorite of mine. So when I found out about Last Night in Twisted River I was mixed. Oh not true. I wasn’t at all. There was no doubt I was reading it. But I really really hoped it was like the older Irving work.
And you know what? It was!
It was it was it was. This was a dense, fascinating, epic novel. I loved it. Not as much as the other three maybe but really loved it.
Lately it’s a lot of work getting this one to let me take photos. Lots of bribes are involved and threats and begging.
I love this one cause you can clearly see the second tooth coming out.
And here he looks just like me when I was a baby. It’s really odd to have a kid who looks like you. Never had that before.
David’s been totally addicted to playing games on my iPhone and honestly I don’t think it’s terrible to let him play. Especially since he wrote every one of the letters of the alphabet yesterday. I am so proud of him.
Semi-productive day today. I did finish my tag but it was already too dark to take a photo so it’s coming tomorrow.
Yesterday, Nathaniel started getting up by himself for the first time. Both David and I were so excited to see it and tried to capture it but couldn’t so here’s one to make up for that.
And today they played together for a long time.
David laughed and laughed.
And so did Nathaniel. He was even giggling watching his brother entertain him.
This is also from yesterday, while I was chatting with my sister, I told her I had to go to the bathroom so could she please watch Nathaniel. I think she did a great job, all the way from Turkey.
And Nathaniel really loves eating that phone.
It’s that or the laptop, so we’ve compromised.
A lot of photos but too tired for words. Happy Wednesday.
This week’s download is a set of numbers designed for those of you doing Ali Edwards’ December Daily. (I am doing it, too!) Here are some examples of what’s in there:
You can also use the trees like a layered template like this:
You are welcome to play with these as much as you want and use them anywhere you’d like. You are NOT allowed to sell them ever. You don’t have to but I’d appreciate a link back if you do use them.
This is part of a weekly digital download series. They are posted every Wednesday. You can find all of the ones that were posted here.
David’s class is studying bugs this week. I used to take photos of David at school all the time before Nathaniel came. But now I carry him to school so I don’t have two hands free to take photos.
Today, I put him down on the carpet in David’s class.
It took him seconds to get going.
He only stopped to watch his brother.
Who gave him his daily kiss and a hug before we left to go back home.
How can one not be thankful for this life?
I’ve been worrying about work and not being as productive as I’d like lately but yet yesterday a workmate said some wonderfully appreciative words to me and I felt so thankful that I saved them so I could go back and look next time I felt insecure. And today he did something even nicer. It’s nice to feel appreciated. If there’s someone you’re appreciating, make sure to tell them. You never know, you might make their day. He sure made mine.
David, in just a few months, you are going to be five years old. I can’t believe you’ve already grown up so much and I am amazed every single day at how much you’re maturing.
You are one of the kindest boys I know. You always share your toys with everyone. You say thank you and please and I’m sorry. You are generous and loving with your little brother and love to give him hugs and kisses. You shriek from excitement when you go to school and when you come home.
The littlest things can make you so happy. Like having graham crackers instead of oatmeal for breakfast. Like going to the grocery store with Daddy. You always say things like “You’re the best Mommy ever.” or “I had a fantastic day.” You’ve been practicing your letters and can write most of them perfectly. You can spell your name and my name and Daddy’s name and you’re working on Nathaniel’s too.
You can count all the way to a hundred and you practice constantly. You have mastered the Wii and the Tivo remote and the iPod video. And the games on my iPhone. You make jokes all the time and laugh out loud. You snuggle under the covers with me and hold my hand.
You say goodnight words every night. Three kisses and three hugs. I love you, I’ll see you in the morning, Don’t let the bed bugs bite and I love you with all my heart. Every night.
I have no idea how I got to be so lucky. How I got to have a son as incredible as you. But I am thankful for it every single day. I love you, my son.