Daily Diary – April 30 2011

We had Nathaniel’s little birthday get together scheduled for 10am this morning so I exercised soon after I woke up and by the time I showered and got dressed, it was already time to go. David was in a good mood and playing with his brother. He put the hat on and told me to take a photo.

Then he put it on himself.

These are the looks Nathaniel gives me when he knows he’s doing something wrong and he’s been caught (he was putting stickers on the stool.).

And David asked me to take a photo of this, too.

Since the boys were all dressed up nice I asked Jake to take a photo of me with them. They didn’t really want to accomodate though so this is the best we got.

Last night I found this dress on sale at Anthropologie. It is a size two. TWO! I have never been a size two in my life.

Nathaniel was not in a good mood when we gave him his cake.

He didn’t care for the candlelight and didn’t understand why everyone was staring at him.

And gave us all a good “nooooo!”

He played until 11am or so when he started having continual meltdowns and I knew it was bedtime. So we put him down and brought everything back inside. I was in quite a lot of backpain (still am) so I rested and sketched and did a bit of art. David played Wii. When Nathaniel woke up, they both had lunch and then it was time to open presents. David was super frustrated with how long Nathaniel was taking and how patient he had to be.

But they both loved all the presents and Nathaniel played with them immediately when David went back to the wii.

A lovely fulfilling day. For the first time since I started my project I didn’t like either of the weeklong pages I made in my journal today. I’m ok with that however because I think I can likely turn them around when the week comes and if not i’ll deal with them. That’s the great thing about a project like this: it’s the sum of the parts that counts, not each part.

Plans for tonight are small. A little time with my love, the April check-in, a little journaling, and bed. Btw, the newsletter goes out tonight with new digital downloads so last chance to subscribe to make sure you get the May one.

I hope your Saturday was peaceful and joyful.

Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. I am grateful that our neighbors showed up for Nathaniel’s little cake time and it was so nice to see everyone with their kids.
2. I am grateful that I did some art, even if I am not 100% pleased with it.
3. I am grateful for my size two dress. The numbers on the scale might go up and down and I know Anthro clothes run a bit big but it’s amazing to fit into a size two of anything.

Three Things David’s Grateful For:
1. I am grateful that I had some of Nathaniel’s cake. {* his pick for the journal}
2. I am grateful that I played wii and did my workbook.
3. I am grateful that I rode my bike, played soccer and chess with daddy.

Us Right Now – April 30

jake
Jake had a great week this week. Got several accounts open and started his new company. He worked a lot and I think things are going well for him. I am really proud of him. He’s also helped me a lot with my work and taking care of things this week. I’ve had a long week so his support and kindness was felt extra-strong this week. I am so thankful he’s around so much more now.

karen
A very long week for me. I expected it to be stressful but nowhere near what it turned out to be. Several last minute fires, late nights, sleepless nights from stress and worry. Overwhelming exhaustion. That was my week mostly. A quick trip to David’s new school. A two-year appointment for Nathaniel. Lots of exercise. And an overwhelming sense of tired. That was pretty much my week here.

david
David went back to school this week and he’s getting back into his routine again. Nothing bad this week from him. He came home happy every day and we’ve done a lot of reading and a lot of workbooks. We’re also starting to plan the summer for David since it’s coming soon. We’re hoping to sign him up for soccer, swimming, and gymnastics classes. And then a weeklong Lego camp, too. I’m excited for the summer. I always like having David around more and always miss him when school starts back up again.

nathaniel
Nathaniel is now officially two. He had the quiet celebration last Sunday with just the four of us and some cupcakes. Then he had his two-year well-child checkup and all was great. And then, today, we had a little party for him at our community area where we live. Many of the neighbors showed up and it was super-sweet to see all the little boys and girls running around together. Nathaniel had a lot of fun, too. He got some wonderful toys and has been playing with them all day. Happy Birthday, my sweet sweet boy.


Us Right Now is a weekly project for 2011. You can read more about it here.

Daily Diary – April 29 2011

Today feels like one of those days where several days are rolled into one. Early morning, I exercised and work and then we went to David’s new school for a meet-and-greet which I suck at. Gave them the tuition check (ouch!) and then came back home for a lot more work. Thankfully Nathaniel napped for a long time so I did my work and took a brief lunch break to sketch/eat. And then back to work.

We picked up David and I did my routine with him and then did more work and then ran out to Anthro and bought a dress and a shirt for March and April (I know April’s not over just yet but tomorrow’s Nathaniel’s birthday celebration and now I can wear my new dress.) Then I rushed back home so we could go shopping and get Nathaniel’s cake. The boys sat in the little car in the cart for the first time ever and they both had such a blast and they were hugging and laughing and so so happy that I took a photo with the little camera in my bag. I want to remember that for ever.

When we got home, I still hadn’t taken a photo so I quickly snapped one of David.

But Nathaniel wasn’t nearly as accommodating.

Even when Daddy held him, he just would not let me have it.

So I gave up and Jake gave the kids baths and they went right to sleep. I am hurting all over and drained from a very long day. My plan is to rest and recuperate a little and then go to sleep. I’ve been working on getting more sleep. Tomorrow’s a quiet day with the exception of a brief celebration for Nathaniel. So I will do some art, writing, sketching and just enjoy the weekend. I hope you do the same!!

Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. I am grateful that this long week is over and i really hope next week is quieter. And I am grateful for the weekend
2. I am grateful for my husband who is always patient and kind with me and who alway forgives me.
3. I am grateful for a fridge full of fresh fruit.

Three Things David’s Grateful For:
1. I am grateful that I worked on my workbook {* his pick for the journal}
2. I am grateful that I sat in the car in the shopping cart.
3. I am grateful that I played soccer with daddy in the backyard.

Healthy For Life – Week 17

Here were are. Another week. This week might look sad since I have a very slight gain but to be honest, I expected significantly large gain. We were on vacation the end of last week and I didn’t eat nearly as carefully as I usually do. I also didn’t eat that well over the weekend between Nathaniel’s birthday and Easter. To be fair, I didn’t do anything really really unhealthy but I certainly ate more junk than I usually do and I figured I would have to pay for that dearly. So seeing +0.2 wasn’t so sad for me. And it also motivated me to be more careful.

Exercise was hard this week. Every month, there’s that one week that’s super hard and I think this week was it for me. This month has been on the rough side for sleep and hormones and stress so none of those things help with food or with exercise. But, thankfully, they always pass and I go back to being ok. Sunday I increase to 3.0 miles. Big milestone for me and I am proud of myself for making it this far.

This week, I just wanted to put a photo of me. I haven’t gone shopping for March yet and April is almost over. I will do both soon. For now I am happy that I finally get to wear everything I’ve been buying.

and here’s this week’s card:


Healthy for Life is a weekly project for 2011. You can read more about it here.

I Hope and Pray Everyday that I did Right by You

This second Pink Paislee project was an inspiration piece, too.

It was inspired by this amazing cake:

source

White, teal, pink and red might be my favorite color combination of all time.

The journaling Reads:
My sweet boy, as your mom, I make daily decisions that shape your future. What school you get to go to, which friends you can play with, what activities are best, etc. And while I always do my very best to think it through I also worry every day that my decisions are the best ones for you I hope and pray that I am opening and closing the right doors. One thing I know, I am doing my very best to do right by your every step of the way.

Details:

Daily Diary – April 28 2011

Well last night’s issue meant working and working and then having another sleepless night and getting right back to work this morning. But thankfully, it all went ok. At least appears to be so far. One can never be sure.

Little boy is obsessed with David’s Didj. Loves it and tries to play with it.

And I love him.

Even with the way he scratched his face. Especially with that. And all his little boy stuff. I adore him. So much. So deeply.

And this one, too. I adore him. Just looking at the photo makes me feel like hugging him.

I love how excited he gets when he’s telling me a story.

And how he smiles and laughs so much. I’m so blessed.

We tried to cajole the little one to come but he was playing didj and would not leave. Laughed at us a bit, though.

I did finally get him near the light. look at this boy. my boy. my angel.

While I worked in the afternoon, David drew pictures for him. Choo choo, Nathaniel requested.

I love how they are head to head.

And here’s David’s masterpiece. It’s so awesome!

I am completely wiped. From head to toe. My plan for tonight is to work on my art journal and go right to bed. I really really need the rest. I’ve been thinking about summer planning lately. I think I might finally have an idea for my etsy shop and for some other things and I am working on plans for David, too. Too much to think of and I am so exhausted. So thankful tomorrow’s Friday.

Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. I am grateful that the stable push happened successfully (again!)
2. I am grateful that tomorrow is Friday. I need rest so much.
3. I am grateful for all the help i have around me, at work, at home. I am so blessed and lucky and people are so kind and generous and I am so grateful for that.

Three Things David’s Grateful For:
1. I am grateful that mommy and i finished our book {* his pick for the journal}
2. I am grateful that I am watching the Sound of Music.
3. I am grateful that I played on the phone for a little bit.

And More Sketches

Last week was more of sketching Andrea Joseph’s last sketches.

On Wendesday, I decided to try my hands at color with these buttons and here’s my version.

and then on Thursday we were leaving so I tried to pick something quick and I did the pajamas:

on Friday I didn’t have my book so I used a paper and sketched in the car. I did the shoe:

on Saturday I wanted to do something a bit more involved and it ended up being too hard. This guitar:

Sunday, I picked the minibus:

Monday had to be easy since I had so much work. So I picked a banana.

and Tuesday was a pair of shoes in a box:

I have good and bad things to say about each but most of all I am just happy I am still sketching daily. I did one yesterday too and it wasn’t one of Andrea’s and it’s not so great but that’s ok. What matters is that I am doing it and doing it every single day.

Here’s to more and more sketching!

Daily Diary – April 27 2010

I had a big push at work early this morning so I was all worried and stressed out all night. I ended up not being able to sleep. I had weird dreams, tossed and turned and even woke up with a pounding headache at 4am. I took two Advils and went back to bed hoping to get one hour of sound sleep before it was time to start the day.

Thankfully I did. Then the alarm went off at 6am, I quickly made David’s lunch and breakfast and was on the treadmill by 6:25. by 7:30, I was showered and ready for the push. Nathaniel discovered the doodle toy upstairs and was showing his dad how to use it while I worked.

Thankfully the push went smoothly and then I rested for a short period and then had to rush out to Nathaniel’s two-year check up. The good news is he’s all great. Perfectly on track with just about everything. Bad news was the got really grouchy and the one shot he had to get didn’t help. By the time we came home he was grouchy grouchy. Would not eat, play, or nap. Whined and whined. Finally after several tries, he did fall asleep but then shortly after I had to wake him up to pick up David and he got super duper grouchy at that.

Meltdown after meltdown and finally he got back to his good mood from the morning, thanks to the toy.

when I asked him what he was doing, he signed “flower.” I guess he was drawing flowers.

this is the only shot I got of David today. Not sure why exactly.

And here’s the little boy playing with stickers as David and I read.

Well I’d write more but an emergency came up at work so it turns out I have to go. More tomorrow!

Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. I am grateful that the stable push happened successfully.
2. I am grateful that Jake helped me so much and it helped my stress tremendously.
3. I am grateful for advil today. I’ve been in a bunch of stress which always translates to a bunch of pain so i am grateful for a simple medicine that works for me each time.

Three Things David’s Grateful For:
1. I am grateful that I played lego universe at school {* his pick for the journal}
2. I am grateful that I got my bandaids off.
3. I am grateful that I gave my friend a sticker at school.

A Book a Week – Are You There God? It’s Me, Margaret

Are You There God? It’s Me, Margaret was another one of my kids’ book club books. I specifically remembered reading and loving this book as a kid. I must admit that I didn’t remember any of the content but I did remember the book having a special place in my heart.

As I reread the novel, I was, yet again, astonished by its simplistic writing. Compared to today’s young adult novels, this book is so basic and simple. However, the subject matters discussed are anything but. Even though it was a relatively boring read for me, I still related to the awkward nature of being a teenager girl. And moving and trying to make friends and all those things that Judy Blume is flawlessly good at portraying.

It still felt much more simplistic than I remembered from my youth. Maybe this is because the young adult books I read now are for older kids compared to the audience of this one. Regardless of this recent experience, Judy Blume still holds a special place in my heart.

Daily Diary – April 26 2010

Just like some days are good photo days, others not so much. I only got a few today and none are that great.

This is the kind of smile I get from David, now.

and here’s Nathaniel coming to get the lego box so he can go play near his dad in the other room.

thank you for your kind words on my art journal. I really am enjoying this process a lot. I am hoping to take some time later this week and fill up a few more backgrounds for the coming weeks. This week’s page is already making me happy.

I got a bunch of work done this morning and it made me feel significantly better than yesterday. Though I just ate a lot of food right now and it’s made me feel too full and too guilty. Emotions are so fickle. I’ve been trying to figure out how to get myself more motivated and I think (you might laugh) that maybe I don’t have enough to do. I work well when I have deadlines. I get a little stressed but I also get very motivated and inspired and productive and happy. So I think I might just sit down and create some deadlines for myself.

Yes, I do know it’s a bit crazy….but alas, it might just do the trick.

Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. I am grateful that today’s tasks went well at work. Hopefully tomorrow morning will go well too and I can breathe a bit better.
2. I am grateful that Jake will be around in the morning to help me while I work.
3. I am grateful for kindness and generosity of spirit today. I feel, in the end, kindness matters more than just about anything. Kindness and integrity.

Three Things David’s Grateful For:
1. I am grateful that Mr. Jun read the Mouse and the Motorcycle to me {* his pick for the journal}
2. I am grateful that I got a piece of chocolate after dinner.
3. I am grateful that I watched a little bit of the Sound of Music.

Weekly Art Journal – Weeklong for March 28

And here’s another one of my weeklong pages. This one was inspired by Christy Tomlinson. This piece specifically. I pretty much copied it to the best of ability. (Though I still like hers better.)

Here it is empty:

I put tissue paper all over the background. Painted, and then did my dress on top.

here it is, closer up:

It was quite hard to write on it with all the tissue paper so even though i like the effect, i won’t be using it again. Here’s left:

here’s one i took in progress:

And the right side:

And here’s the filled page:

I like this one. It was fun even though it was hard to write on. This is definitely one of my favorite projects of all time, so glad I discovered it.


Weekly Art Journal is a weekly project for 2011. You can read more about it here. And you can find out more about the weeklong daily journaling here.

Daily Diary – April 25 2010

I woke up this morning to a bunch of work. A whole bunch more than I had intended to have but alas some mornings are like that. And the little boy took forever to nap and when he woke up he played that game with me where he had his back to me and acted like I wasn’t there.

And then turned around with a big smile (yes a blurry one but so so cute!).

And then his brother gave me a smile too.

and I got this sweet one of Nathaniel.

he was just in a good good mood.

There was much hugging as well.

Look at the joy on David’s face.

And then when David and I worked on his workbooks Nathaniel played with his stickers.

It was a stressful day but it’s almost over and I have a phone call scheduled for tonight and I plan to do some art and some journaling. I will relax and prepare for tomorrow. I will make sure I get a lot of sleep as well. I know that works. It always does.

Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. I am grateful that things to seem to be working out at work. Crossing fingers still.
2. I am grateful for some quiet time tonight, I need it.
3. I am grateful for today. I am grateful for every single day. Even when they are stressful. I am so grateful for everything I have.

Three Things David’s Grateful For:
1. I am grateful that I watched Nanny McPhee {* his pick for the journal}
2. I am grateful that mommy got me a game on the phone.
3. I am grateful that there’s school tomorrow.